England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Lottie drew in her head from the window the moment the carriage passed.
She grew red when other people grew pale, being pale by nature; and her
face was crimson as she withdrew it from the opening, and came in again
to the little room in which most of her life was spent. Her lips were
closed very tight, her soft forehead contracted; the fire in her blue
eyes, gleaming with anger and disappointment, was (most unwillingly)
quenched in tears. She clasped her hands together with a vehement clasp.
“It would have cost so little to give a look!” she cried; then bit her
lips and clenched her hands and stamped her foot upon the floor, in a
forlorn but vigorous effort to restrain her tears.
“What does it matter to you?” said a tall young fellow, sufficiently
like Lottie to prove himself her brother, who had looked out lazily over
her head while the carriage was passing. He had his hands in his pockets
and a slouching gait generally, and looked too big for the little room.
She had almost pushed against him in her rapid movement, for his
movements were never rapid; and he had not had time to take one hand out
of his pocket before she flashed round upon him with two red spots on
her cheeks and fury in her heart.
“What does it matter? Oh, nothing! nothing!” cried Lottie. “Why should
anything matter? It only shows me a little more, a very little more, how
cold the world is, and that nobody has a heart!”
“Few people have very much, I suppose,” said the young man; “at least,
so the governor says. But what good or harm could it do you to have a
parting sign from _her_? I knew she would never give it you. I knew she
would be thinking of nobody but herself----”
“What did you know about it?” cried the girl. “You were never a friend
of hers! you were never begged and prayed to go and sing at the Deanery!
she never came down the Abbey Hill to look for you! But me she has done
all that for; and when I thought just for once she would let everybody
see that Lottie Despard was a friend--Oh, Law, for the love of Heaven,
go and work at something, and don’t stand there staring at me!”
“What am I to work at?” said the young man, with a yawn. “It’s past
working hours; besides, in summer how can anyone work? I can’t make head
nor tail of that Euclid when the sun is shining.”
“But when the sun is not shining, Law?”
“Oh! then,” said the youth, with a smile breaking over his somewhat
cloudy face, “I can make out the head, but not the tail, and the sting
is in the tail, you know! Good-bye, Lottie, and never mind any mother’s
daughter of them. They cannot make us anything but what we are, whatever
they may do.”
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