England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“That is what she says,” said the Signor, “but she can’t understand what
she is saying. Sing for the public! I suppose that means to her to
appear before a crowd of people, to be stared at, criticised, brought
down to the level of professional singers. The delight of raising a
crowd to one’self, binding them into mutual sympathy, getting at the
heart underneath the cold English exterior, that is what the foolish
girl never thinks of and cannot understand.”
“Ah!” said the Minor Canon. He was struck by this unexpected poetry in
the Signor, who was not a poetical person. He said, “I don’t think I
thought of that either. I suppose, for my part, I am very old-fashioned.
I don’t like a woman to make an exhibition of herself.”
“Do you suppose a real artist ever makes an exhibition of herself?” said
the musician almost scornfully. “Do you suppose she thinks of herself?
Oh, yes, of course there are varieties. Men will be men and women women;
but anyone who has genius, who is above the common stock! However,” he
added, calming himself down, and giving a curious, alarmed glance at his
companion, to see whether, perhaps, he was being laughed at for his
enthusiasm, “there are other reasons, that you will allow to be solid
reasons, for which I want to get hold of this Miss Despard. You know
Purcell, my assistant, a young fellow of the greatest promise?”
“Purcell? oh, yes; you mean the son of----”
“I mean my pupil,” said the Signor, hurriedly, with a flush of offence.
“I beg your pardon. I did not mean anything unkind. It was only to make
sure whom you meant. I know he is a good musician and everything that is
good.”
“He is a very fine fellow,” said the Signor, still flushed and
self-assertive. “There is nobody of whom I have a higher opinion. He is
a better musician than I am, and full of promise. I expect him to reach
the very top of his profession.”
Mr. Ashford bowed. He had no objection to young Purcell’s success: why
should he be supposed to have any objection to it? but the conversation
had wandered widely away from Miss Despard, in whom he was really
interested, and his attention relaxed in a way which he could not
disguise. This seemed to disturb the Signor still more. He faltered; he
hesitated. At last he said with a sudden burst, “You think this has
nothing to do with the subject we were discussing; but it has. Purcell,
poor fellow! has a--romantic devotion; a passion which I can’t as yet
call anything but unhappy--for Miss Despard.”
“For Miss Despard?”
The Minor Canon turned round at his own door with his key in his hand,
lifting his eyes in wonder. “That is surely rather misplaced,” he said
the next moment, with much more sharpness than was usual to him, opening
the door with a little extra energy and animation. He had no reason
whatever for being annoyed, but he was annoyed, though he could not have
told why.
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