English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
In the peculiar condition of their sojourn Miss Moorsom went out very
little. She accepted this seclusion at the Dunsters’ mansion as in a
hermitage, and lived there, watched over by a group of old people, with
the lofty endurance of a condescending and strong-headed goddess. It was
impossible to say if she suffered from anything in the world, and whether
this was the insensibility of a great passion concentrated on itself, or
a perfect restraint of manner, or the indifference of superiority so
complete as to be sufficient to itself. But it was visible to Renouard
that she took some pleasure in talking to him at times. Was it because
he was the only person near her age? Was this, then, the secret of his
admission to the circle?
He admired her voice as well poised as her movements, as her attitudes.
He himself had always been a man of tranquil tones. But the power of
fascination had torn him out of his very nature so completely that to
preserve his habitual calmness from going to pieces had become a terrible
effort.
He used to go from her on board the schooner exhausted, broken, shaken
up, as though he had been put to the most exquisite torture. When he saw
her approaching he always had a moment of hallucination. She was a misty
and fair creature, fitted for invisible music, for the shadows of love,
for the murmurs of waters. After a time (he could not be always staring
at the ground) he would summon up all his resolution and look at her.
There was a sparkle in the clear obscurity of her eyes; and when she
turned them on him they seemed to give a new meaning to life. He would
say to himself that another man would have found long before the happy
release of madness, his wits burnt to cinders in that radiance. But no
such luck for him. His wits had come unscathed through the furnaces of
hot suns, of blazing deserts, of flaming angers against the weaknesses of
men and the obstinate cruelties of hostile nature.
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