English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
He advanced then towards Miss Moorsom. Posed on the seat on which they
had first spoken to each other, it was her turn to watch him coming on.
But many of the windows were not lighted that evening. It was dark over
there. She appeared to him luminous in her clear dress, a figure without
shape, a face without features, awaiting his approach, till he got quite
near to her, sat down, and they had exchanged a few insignificant words.
Gradually she came out like a magic painting of charm, fascination, and
desire, glowing mysteriously on the dark background. Something
imperceptible in the lines of her attitude, in the modulations of her
voice, seemed to soften that suggestion of calm unconscious pride which
enveloped her always like a mantle. He, sensitive like a bond slave to
the moods of the master, was moved by the subtle relenting of her grace
to an infinite tenderness. He fought down the impulse to seize her by
the hand, lead her down into the garden away under the big trees, and
throw himself at her feet uttering words of love. His emotion was so
strong that he had to cough slightly, and not knowing what to talk to her
about he began to tell her of his mother and sisters. All the family
were coming to London to live there, for some little time at least.
“I hope you will go and tell them something of me. Something seen,” he
said pressingly.
By this miserable subterfuge, like a man about to part with his life, he
hoped to make her remember him a little longer.
“Certainly,” she said. “I’ll be glad to call when I get back. But that
‘when’ may be a long time.”
He heard a light sigh. A cruel jealous curiosity made him ask—
“Are you growing weary, Miss Moorsom?”
A silence fell on his low spoken question.
“Do you mean heart-weary?” sounded Miss Moorsom’s voice. “You don’t know
me, I see.”
“Ah! Never despair,” he muttered.
“This, Mr. Renouard, is a work of reparation. I stand for truth here. I
can’t think of myself.”
He could have taken her by the throat for every word seemed an insult to
his passion; but he only said—
“I never doubted the—the—nobility of your purpose.”
“And to hear the word weariness pronounced in this connection surprises
me. And from a man too who, I understand, has never counted the cost.”
“You are pleased to tease me,” he said, directly he had recovered his
voice and had mastered his anger. It was as if Professor Moorsom had
dropped poison in his ear which was spreading now and tainting his
passion, his very jealousy. He mistrusted every word that came from
those lips on which his life hung. “How can you know anything of men who
do not count the cost?” he asked in his gentlest tones.
“From hearsay—a little.”
“Well, I assure you they are like the others, subject to suffering,
victims of spells. . . .”
“One of them, at least, speaks very strangely.”
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