English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
He did it slowly, without hesitation or remorse. H. Walter, Esqre, in
Malata. The innocent Arthur—What was his name? The man sought for by
that woman who as she went by seemed to draw all the passion of the earth
to her, without effort, not deigning to notice, naturally, as other women
breathed the air. But Renouard was no longer jealous of her very
existence. Whatever its meaning it was not for that man he had picked up
casually on obscure impulse, to get rid of the tiresome expostulations of
a so-called friend; a man of whom he really knew nothing—and now a dead
man. In Malata. Oh, yes! He was there secure enough, untroubled in his
grave. In Malata. To bury him was the last service Renouard had
rendered to his assistant before leaving the island on this trip to town.
Like many men ready enough for arduous enterprises Renouard was inclined
to evade the small complications of existence. This trait of his
character was composed of a little indolence, some disdain, and a
shrinking from contests with certain forms of vulgarity—like a man who
would face a lion and go out of his way to avoid a toad. His intercourse
with the meddlesome journalist was that merely outward intimacy without
sympathy some young men get drawn into easily. It had amused him rather
to keep that “friend” in the dark about the fate of his assistant.
Renouard had never needed other company than his own, for there was in
him something of the sensitiveness of a dreamer who is easily jarred. He
had said to himself that the all-knowing one would only preach again
about the evils of solitude and worry his head off in favour of some
forlornly useless protégé of his. Also the inquisitiveness of the Editor
had irritated him and had closed his lips in sheer disgust.
And now he contemplated the noose of consequences drawing tight around
him.
It was the memory of that diplomatic reticence which on the terrace had
stiffled his first cry which would have told them all that the man sought
for was not to be met on earth any more. He shrank from the absurdity of
hearing the all-knowing one, and not very sober at that, turning on him
with righteous reproaches—
“You never told me. You gave me to understand that your assistant was
alive, and now you say he’s dead. Which is it? Were you lying then or
are you lying now?” No! the thought of such a scene was not to be borne.
He had sat down appalled, thinking: “What shall I do now?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account