Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
She kissed him on the cheek and drifted away before he could
retaliate. He walked up and down alone a while, breathing the incense
of her possession in the quiet air, still faintly flavored with the
perfume she employed.
Then he went in and up the dark stairs to find her. She lay asleep
along the bed as if she had been flung there. She was lying across
the border of the candle’s yellow feud with the blue moonlight; they
divided her form between dim gold and faint azure. She had fallen
aslumber where she fell, and he stole close to wonder over her and to
study her unblushing beauty.
Her face was out of the reach of the candle’s flickering gleam, and the
moon bewitched it with a mist of sapphire. Through the open window a
soft breeze loitered, fingering her curls, lifting them from her snowy
neck and letting them fall. And from the tulip tree a long, low branch,
studded with empty sconces of living brass, beat upon the pane with
muffled strokes.
“Beautiful! beautiful!” he whispered—not to her, nor to himself, but to
a something that seemed to watch with him. He longed to be worthy of
such beauty, and wondered if she—the she inside that little bosom—were
worthy of such treasures, such perils, as her face and her fascinations.
His heart ached with a yearning to shelter her from the evil of the
world, the plagues that would rend that lacy fabric, the fiends that
would soil its cleanliness. Such a petulant, froward, reckless little
imp it was that dwelt inside the alabaster shrine! Such loyalty she had
for the gaudy city and its frivolities! Such terror of the pestilence,
yet such terror of the great, sweet loneliness of this beloved solitude!
Else, why had she stared back along the road with a sorrow, with a
regret that seemed to trail almost like a ribbon reaching all the way
to town? Would she ever be divorced from the interests that he could
neither understand nor admire?
Well, she was his for a while—for now—and more his own while she
slept than while she was awake, for when she was awake her eyes kept
studying the plain, dull walls, and his plain, dull self; wondering,
no doubt, what substitute he could provide for the dances and picnics
and romances that crowded the days and nights in the city.
He bent to kiss a cheek like warm and pliant porcelain, and to draw the
quilt across a shoulder escaped from its sleeve, and all aglow, as if
light itself slumbered there.
He tiptoed from the room and down the stairs and into the August
night. He stepped into a cataract of moonbeams streaming down upon the
breathing grass and the somnolent trees, the old walls and fences, and
the waft flowers in the unkempt garden.
A wind walked to and fro among them like a prisoner in trailing
robes, a wind that seemed to be trying to say something, and could
not, because its tongue had been plucked out. But it kept trying
inarticulately to mumble a warning—against what?—the hazards of life
and love perhaps, and the inevitable calamities that follow success.
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