Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
Then the room filled with the hurried family drowsily regarding death:
Keith’s wife with her child toddling, upheld by a clutch of her
nightgown; Aletta and the tiny Jessamine, whom Patty had named; the old
nurse whom RoBards had sent off to bed hours ago.
Everybody was ashamed of the thought that it was best for Patty to be
no more, for it was too hideous a thing to say of a soul. It was a
villainous thought even to think that Patty was better dead.
When the venerable Doctor Matson was fetched at last, RoBards was glad
to have Aletta tell him how she came in and what she saw:
The Doctor looked unconvinced, puzzled, then convinced. RoBards feared
that Matson would look at him with dismay. In the morning, before a
stranger, his passionate deed did not look so tender, so devoted as in
the night. But the Doctor avoided any challenge of RoBards’ gaze and
contented himself with saying:
“She was a beautiful little lady.”
And that made RoBards remember how Patty had looked when she read in
the paper the terrible word, “was”—a terrible word for beauty, youth,
joy, but a beautiful one for pain, weeping, and being afraid.
Though new churches were being established in Kensico, with their
ex-members asleep about them, RoBards wanted Patty near him and the
children in the little yard where the tulip trees had grown high.
The funeral was held in the house, and there was a throng. The road was
choked with carriages. It was Patty’s last party.
Even Mrs. Lasher hobbled over in a new black dress. Her daughter Aletta
had seen to her comfort; and the pride she took in being related to the
RoBardses was so great that her tears were almost boastful.
Since the famous son-in-law, Harry Chalender, Major-General of
Volunteers, was still in the East, of course he was present at the
obsequies. RoBards watched him with the eyes of a crippled wolf seeing
his rival stalwart. The insolent dared even to ask if he might stay the
night at the house, and RoBards could not turn him out.
But the thought of Chalender added gall to his grief. He was standing
by his window late that night, looking out at the tulip trees under
whose enlarging branches his family was slowly assembling, when there
came a knock at the door. He turned. It was Chalender—coming right in.
He wore that wheedling look of his as he said:
“I can’t sleep either, Davie. By God, I am afraid to be alone. Do you
mind if I sit with you awhile?”
He did not wait for permission, but sank down on the old couch. It
creaked and almost gave way under him.
“Don’t sit there!” RoBards shouted, as if he feared an accident, but
really because he could not endure the memory of the time he had seen
Chalender there with Patty kneeling by him. It leaped back at him,
rejuvenating his forgotten wrath. Again he wanted to hurl himself at
Chalender’s throat. And again he did not.
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