Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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"'Well, let it rest so,' answered Lawrence, with an uneasy laugh. 'Just
now I feel more like thanking God for a great mercy given, and terrible
peril escaped, than anything else. Upon my word, Dennison, I can almost
feel those white waters boiling around me now.'
"'They would have made an awful winding-sheet,' I said, with a shudder.
'But you saved me, oh, yes, you saved me.'
"'And your husband also, dear one,' said Mr. Dennison; 'for what would
my life have been without you. Why, Lawrence, I have worshipped her ever
since she was a little girl; even then, her proud saucy ways had their
enchantment. She did not know it; how could she? but the old man's heart
was set upon her while she was playing with her doll and bowling her
hoop. Her own father never watched her growth with more interest than I
felt, and when she learned to love me, why then, Lawrence, I knew for
the first time what heaven was.'
"Lawrence looked at me steadily while the old man was speaking, so
steadily, that I felt the hot blood rush to my face. Mr. Dennison
observed this, and went on triumphing in the love he so truly believed
to be his.
"'You see, my friend, how the very remembrance of that sweet confession
bathes her face with blushes. She had taken a fancy to the old fellow
long before a younger rival could think of entering the field against
him, and married him for true love only, not because he was considered
the richest planter in this district. She was innocent as a lamb, and as
disinterested.'
"'Oh, Mr. Dennison,' I broke forth, 'do not talk about these things,
they only weary Mr. Lawrence.'
"'Certainly not. I am deeply interested in everything that makes the
happiness or misery of my friend,' said Lawrence, coldly.
"'Ah, she is too modest, I have always told her so, and far too careless
about her own interests. Why, would you believe it, Lawrence, I could
not get her to look into the state of my property, and learn how much or
how little might hereafter come to her. She did not marry my property,
but my own dear self; these were her very words, and for such words you
cannot blame me if I adore her.'
"I felt myself glowing with shame. If I had ever used such words, it was
when this old man seemed the only refuge left to me in my utter
desolation. Perhaps I said them and felt them just then, for quiet home,
protection, and a shelter were all I asked or hoped for in life; but
now, with that man drinking in every word, I felt such protestations as
a bitter humiliation.
"I arose to go. The conversation had become unbearable. I felt my lips
quiver, and tears of intense mortification gathering to my eyes.
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