Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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"Lawrence came toward me a step or two, and then retreated, for Mr.
Dennison had given me his arm, and I left the room, bowed down with
humiliation, and burning with shame. Why would the old man talk of me as
he did? Even if I had loved him, it would have been embarrassing; as it
was, all the pride of my nature rose up in revolt against him. At the
foot of the stairs I dropped his arm, and insisted on going up alone.
He seemed astonished and a little hurt. How would it have been had I
dared to express all the rage that was struggling in my bosom?
"Cora was waiting for me. Poor girl! she had been sadly shocked by the
abrupt account of my danger, which Tom had repeated to every one he met.
She is a wayward creature, and at times, I really believe, hates herself
with bitter detestation for the black tinge which taints every drop of
blood in her veins. Never in my whole life have I seen a human being so
sensitive. No matter to her that she is beautiful, and that even the
blacks look upon her as apart from themselves, this bitter truth is
always uppermost in her mind. She has black blood in her veins, and she
was born a slave. I remember how this beautiful girl hated her mother,
because it was through her that the taint and the bonds came. One would
have thought this wretched woman was the slave of her own child, for one
was made to feel all the degradation of her lot, and the other was, to a
certain extent, lifted out of it, from the day she was given to me--a
child myself--as my especial maid. How it used to amuse my father when
this colored child would domineer over and scorn her own mother.
"Sometimes I think Cora is seized with a venomous dislike of myself. I
do not wonder at it. In her way, she is quite as beautiful as I ever
was, and as for talent, the girl surpasses me in everything. Her
industry is untiring, her perceptions quick as lightning. In some other
country she might marry well, and take rank in social life scarcely
second to my own. Sometimes I think her ambition turns that way, for she
is constantly teasing me to take her to Europe. I only wish it were in
my power, for I love the poor girl dearly, and should rejoice to see her
lifted out of the pitiful condition that all of her race must occupy
here, bond or free, for at least a century to come.
"I have been writing about this girl Cora, because she is so connected
with my own life that nothing can separate us. We played together on
equal terms as children, and when she gradually dropped into the habits
of a servant, it made no change in my affection for her. In my chamber
we have always been friends, more than that--more than that!
"Cora saw that I was disturbed, and sitting down at my feet, besought me
to tell her the cause.
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