Wives and Widows; or, The Broken LifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Wives and Widows; or, The Broken Life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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I went up to Mrs. Lee's room. She was resting on the lounge, sound
asleep; but her face seemed cold as well as pale. There was a strange
look about it, as if all the vitality were stricken out; yet she
breathed evenly, and though I made some noise in entering, it did not
disturb her in the least.
I sat down on a low chair by the side of her couch; for Jessie had
desired me to sit by her during all the time I could command. Thus I was
placed close to the gentle sleeper. The deathly stillness in which she
lay troubled me; it seemed too profound for healthy slumber. One little
hand fell over the couch. I took it in my own, and passed my other hand
softly over it. Strange enough, she did not move, but began to murmur in
her sleep, while a cold, troubled cloud contracted her forehead.
"Ah! now I can see everything--everything; they are cantering by the old
mill. I haven't seen it before in years. How beautifully the shadows
fall on the water; the waves are tipped with silver; the trees rustle
pleasantly! No wonder they draw up to look at the mill; it always was a
picturesque object!"
She was following the equestrians in her dreams--those strange dreams
that seemed to drink up all the color and warmth from her body.
According to the best calculation I could make, the party would have
reached the old mill about this time. It stood under the curve of the
precipitous banks, a mile or two up the river, and Mr. Lee had spoken of
riding that way at breakfast. Thus it seemed more than probable that the
party was exactly as she fancied it. Mr. Lee had doubtless informed her
what route he would take, and so her imagination followed him while her
frail form slumbered.
She stirred uneasily on her pillow, drew her black eyebrows together,
and spoke again:--
"Why does he leave my Jessie? She don't want to be left with that young
man;--and he, poor fellow! how frightened he is! What is that he is
saying? Wants to marry my Jessie! Alas! how the heart shrinks in her
bosom! My poor child! he should not distress you so! Yet it is an honest
heart he offers--full of warmth, full of goodness! Can't you understand
that, my darling?"
After this speech she lay quiet a few minutes, and then spoke like one
who had been examining something that puzzled her.
"Jessie, Jessie! what is this? Why does your heart stand still while he
speaks to her? It troubles me, darling. I am your mother, and this thing
disturbs me more than you can guess. You have driven one away--he
retreats to the rear, heart-broken. That other one comes up. Who is he?
what is he? Ask her, for she is watching him, and her loaded heart
follows after, though he, my husband, is by her side."
Here she dropped into silence again, only breaking it by faint moans,
and a single ejaculation, "Oh, not that! not that!"
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