Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- England -- Fiction
"Philip has never ceased to love you. He may have lost his head for a
little while, when fortune visited him almost without knocking at the
door. The other day the faults were on his side, now they are more on
yours. You are unjust, cruel to him, cruel to yourself. Your obstinacy,
my dear Dora, bids fair to put an end to the pair of you. Yes, that is
the point things have come to; now, do you hear what I say? His despair
and repentance ought to touch you; what he did in Paris the other day
ought to satisfy you. He lives only in the hope of your forgiveness, in
the hope of your return."
"Philip did not hesitate to thrust me into the arms of a libertine. If I
had yielded to that man's hateful desires, Philip would probably never
have destroyed the contract."
"Hold your tongue, Dora!" cried Lorimer; "you are uttering blasphemies.
You have allowed a silly idea, an absurd suspicion to gain an entrance
into your head, and, like a grain of sand in the eye, it has carried on
its irritating work till it has blotted out your vision, and you can see
nothing except this molecule that seems to have turned into a mountain.
Take care, Dora, or your mountain will crush you as well as blind you.
Do you know that by obstinately refusing to listen to reason, a woman
cuts herself off from friendly sympathy? People cease to take an
interest in her woes. If you wish to alienate the sympathy of your most
devoted friends, you are going the right way to work."
"I do not need anyone's sympathy," replied Dora proudly; "and I do not
ask for it."
"Once more, Dora, listen to me. Philip may have neglected you, in order
to throw himself body and soul into that invention which absorbed him
night and day. But, remember, such a piece of work as that is a very
exacting, inexorable mistress. You felt his indifference keenly, and it
wounded you--the rest exists in your imagination alone. Now the mistress
is discarded, cast out completely. Let the artist return again to his
easel at your side."
"Never, oh, never!" cried Dora. "Ah, my dear Gerald, if you only knew
how I loved that man!"
"And how you still love him," ventured Lorimer.
Dora rose suddenly, the thrust had not miscarried.
"I am sorry if it hurts you, but it is the truth," added Lorimer, with a
significant smile.
"What do you mean?" demanded Dora, who thought Lorimer's remark somewhat
out of place, and a little over-familiar.
"Come now, sit down here in front of me, your friend. You know I am a
bit of a student of human nature, it is my stock-in-trade. My dear Dora,
do not attempt to throw dust in your own eyes--you love Philip still;
everything in this room testifies aloud to the feeling that you cannot
stifle. Oh, do not start, do not deny it. If I am not right, what is the
meaning of all this that I see around us?"
"In these surroundings I can evoke the Philip of the past, and that
helps me to forget the Philip of the present."
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