Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- England -- Fiction
VI
THE INVENTOR
Philip's state of feverish agitation had not escaped Dora's notice. She
had never seen him thus preoccupied and restless, until to-day. It was
very evident that he was hiding something from her, and that it must be
something most important. What could it possibly be? Philip, hitherto
always so open and confiding, had failed for the first time to unbosom
himself to her. She was no longer the confidante of his worries and the
dispeller of his clouds of depression. There must be something very
extraordinary going on, something quite exceptional and hitherto
unknown, since she had been kept in the dark concerning it. Uncertainty
is the cruellest trial for the heart of a woman to endure, when that
woman is resolute and brave, and feels ready to face any danger
courageously. Dora knew herself to be strong and valiant enough to
brave any ordinary danger, but what was the use of that while there was
nothing tangible to deal with and defy? This incertitude was devouring
her. "I am stifling in this wretched studio," Philip had said to her,
before going out with Lorimer. Never had she heard him speak thus of the
dear retreat where they had passed so many exquisite hours together.
A kind of presentiment came over Dora, that their artistic existence was
about to be broken up. Their past life had been an unbroken chain of
happy days; what did the future hold in store? For the first time, Dora
could see only a mist of uncertainty in front of her. Up to to-day, the
road had seemed clear and sunny to her happy vision, and easy to tread,
but now doubt clouded her sky; she could not see ahead. The road was
perhaps going to branch. Would they take right or left?
"This wretched studio," had dealt her a blow, straight at the breast. A
man may be irritable, sulky, wanting in common politeness even; he may
forget himself so far as to lose his temper and use violent language, if
you will; but there are hallowed things that he respects in all times
and seasons, in temper and out of temper, and to Dora the studio was
one of these things--a temple dedicated to all that she most cherished.
"This wretched studio," signified for her much more than Philip had put
into the words, for, in her brain, things began to take magnified
proportions. In cursing the studio, Philip had cursed his art, and for
this he had chosen a day like the present, the anniversary of their
wedding, and just when he was to have finished the portrait, whose
growth she had watched as a child watches, with bated breath, the growth
of a house of cards, which one false touch will destroy.
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