Bohemianism -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- England -- Fiction
Weak health, grief, and solitude were undermining her. Her temper,
always so equable formerly, so gay, was beginning to sour. The strangest
contradictions manifested themselves in her behaviour, and that is a
disquieting sign in a woman with a mind so well balanced as Dora's. She
had refused her door to everyone, and yet she complained that people had
forsaken her. She said she wanted to forget the past, and yet she
eagerly clung to everything that could remind her of it.
She had promised Hobbs never to go near 50 Elm Avenue, and for a long
time she kept her word. But one day she wanted to satisfy her curiosity,
to see what sort of an appearance the house had, now that it was
reoccupied. She came home in a state that distressed her faithful
companion.
"It seems, Hobbs, as if everything were conspiring to overwhelm me. I
have been to see the house."
"What! after your promise!"
"Yes, I know it is horrid of me, but I could not help it! Do you believe
me when I tell you that I felt as if I recognised some of our own
dining-room furniture through the window? And the curtains are exactly
the same!"
"Oh, ma'am, it is just your fancy," said poor Hobbs, who feared to hear
more. "At all events, you are cured of going there any more, I hope."
And there the matter ended. Lorimer had several times written to Dora,
but, not having received any answer to his letters, he had not yet
ventured to try and see her. He rather dreaded the first meeting.
"He too has forgotten me and given me up, you see, Hobbs," said Dora.
"Really, ma'am, you are not reasonable," replied Hobbs; "Mr. Lorimer has
written several times to you. Have you answered his letters?"
"No, it is true I have not, but what is there that I can say to him? No,
Hobbs, I have no friends left--only you, my good brave companion; but it
is very wrong of me to make you share my sad existence. It is selfish of
me. Hobbs, you shall not stay much longer. You must leave me ... not
just yet, but soon" ...
The good woman, melted to tears, asked what she had done to deserve to
be sent away. She vowed she was quite happy, and her tears fell in
great hot drops on Dora's hands, that she kissed with avidity.
"If Mr. Lorimer does not come to see you, why don't you write and ask
him to come? He would not wait to be asked twice, I know! He at least
has always been a real friend, and I am sure is devoted to you."
"That is true," said Dora.
"And then he is so merry; it does you good to look at him. He carries
gaiety wherever he goes. And he is so kind! Write to him, and I will
guarantee that he will rush out here as soon as he gets your letter."
"Yes, Hobbs, you are right, and I will do it to-day."
She immediately took pen and paper and wrote to Lorimer.
"Hobbs, you don't happen to know who the people are that are living in
our old house, I suppose?"
"No, ma'am," said Hobbs, rather scared at the question.
"Try to find it out."
"Oh, why, ma'am?"
"It would interest me to know, that is all."
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