"I know, darling. The thought torments you. In a way, that makes me
happy, because I love you so very much. So very, very much. And the
torment you're experiencing proves that you love me. But it's cruel of
me to feel that way--but all women do. There's something very primitive
in us that makes us want to be fought over. If the man you love will
fight for you, to the death, if necessary, it brings him closer to you."
"If he's dead that won't give him any pleasure at all."
"I know, darling, I know. I hardly know what I'm saying. Forgive me, be
patient with me."
"I'm trying to. But don't you see what you're doing to me? You've told
me nothing so far. Or very little. I mean, did he try to make love to
you? Did he--touch you?"
"No, darling. He didn't. He just stood there by the fireplace staring
at me. He had a strange way of looking at me. As if he could see deep
inside my mind and knew exactly what I was thinking. And there was a
kind of--tenderness in his eyes, as if he would have cut off his right
arm before he'd take advantage of the fact that we were completely
alone and I was wearing only--"
"Never mind what you were wearing. Do you have to tell me? All right, I
want to know. I must know."
"That lace-fringed nightgown you gave me, darling. You know, the one
with the black lace at the neck and sleeves. It really isn't so very
revealing. Only--"
"Only what?"
"It may have slipped down a little at the shoulders. Of course I was
embarrassed as well as frightened, but I don't think he gloated over
it or took advantage of it in his mind in any way. Try to understand
what I'm trying to say."
"I'm trying."
"He apologized. He was very nice about it."
"He apologized for what? For breaking into your room like a thief in
the night? You can't clear yourself of a criminal charge by making a
simple apology. The courts would take a very dim view of that."
"But he didn't do anything criminal. It was all a mistake. His exact
words were: 'I'm terribly sorry. I hope I haven't embarrassed you. I
live on the next block, and I've been to a party and--well, you know
how it is sometimes when you've had a little too much to drink. All
these buildings look alike....'"
"He didn't finish. He just smiled, hoping I'd understand, and there was
something boyish and even a little pathetic about the way he smiled.
As if he was pleading with me to forgive him for forgetting himself
and drinking a little too heavily. And of course I did understand. It
wasn't a crime. After all, darling, I do live in the Village."
"Why don't you say what you mean? He was probably reeling drunk."
"No, he wasn't. I could see he wasn't. He might have reached the
reeling stage for just a moment, when he made a mistake about the
apartment. But it must have passed very quickly, because when he spoke
to me his speech wasn't slurred and he held himself very straight."
"What happened then?"
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