She sighed and the pity in her eyes seemed to deepen, widening her
pupils in an unfathomable way.
"The harm is done now. There is nothing I can do. If I hadn't told you
you would have tugged at the disk and I would have gone limp in your
arms. Then your curiosity would have become insatiable. Fear alone
would have made it insatiable. I know exactly what you would have done."
"What--would I have done?"
"You would have ceased to be a lover. You would have become ruthlessly
scientific and clinical. You would have stretched me out on the bed
and removed all of my clothes. You would have examined me from head
to foot, not sparing even the pores of my skin. Without a magnifying
glass you would be handicapped, not quite as well equipped as one of
those thorough little men whose task it is to peer at beetles under
glass or butterflies pinned to a board, or a human body stretched out
naked and helpless on a mortuary slab. But you would have seen enough
to disillusion you. No woman can be peered at quite that relentlessly.
Even a body like mine is not perfect. There are a few flaws."
Loring drew in his breath sharply. She had drawn away from him and was
sitting on the edge of the bed, a faint, enigmatic smile on her lips.
Then the smile vanished and her eyes clouded over.
"I am sorry. It is all very serious--and I am deeply troubled. I did
not intend to speak with bitterness or levity. But sometimes levity
helps when you are inwardly greatly disturbed."
"Good God, if I really believed--" Loring's mouth had gone dry and he
had difficulty in getting the words out. "You don't actually expect me
to believe--"
"How much proof do you need? If I hadn't the ability to anticipate some
of your thoughts would you know as much as you do about me? Telepathy
at that level of complexity would only be possible between a human and
a not entirely human mind. Surely you must realize that. The faculty is
more highly developed in me than it is in you, but it is strong enough
in you to be stimulated artificially when our minds are in contact."
"Then you must have wanted me to know."
"Up to a point. Your erotic ardor might have been less intense if you
had thought me completely human. There would have been less mystery to
stir you and make you my slave."
"Your _slave_! You must be quite mad."
"Oh, no, I'm not. You may think the shoe was on the other foot, but it
wasn't, not for a moment. You have a term for it. Love slave. Don't
misunderstand me. That is not a reflection on your masculinity, on the
relationship that exists between a man and a woman in biological sense.
No truly feminine woman wants to dominate a man in a love relationship,
and no really masculine man would stand for it. But I am not talking
about the purely physical relationship. In an ultimate sense it is the
woman who enslaves the man, by her beauty. If that beauty is great
enough he becomes her slave night and day. He thinks of nothing else,
desires nothing else."
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