Prisons -- United States; Women prisoners -- United States
"If they grow up to think differently from what you do,--to look upon
the sin of stealing as it really is,--they will be greatly grieved that
you have committed such acts. They will be ashamed of the clothes you
have stolen for them. Every time they look at them they will think, my
mother stole this dress. They will think everybody knows that she stole
it. They will be ashamed to look any one in the face. The other children
will taunt them with it, and they will be miserable, and they will turn
it back upon you. They will blush for their mother; then, how can they
respect or love her!"
If there were a tender spot in that mother's heart I meant to probe it,
and I succeeded. She covered her face with her hands, and her chest
heaved. The big tears made their way through her fingers. She was
determined to brave it out. In a very few moments she mastered her
emotions, and answered me,--
"They don't know what I do, and they never shall know it."
"Don't they know where you are now?"
"No, ma'am!"
"Where do they think you are?"
"Gone a journey."
"You may deceive them that way for a time; but you are only adding sin
to sin. God says 'the iniquities of the parents shall be visited upon
the children.' You may be sure that they will know it in the end. It was
put in the papers when you came here. It is impossible to conceal what
you have done, and where your sin has brought you."
"I didn't come here in my own name."
"Every one in here knows your real name; so do all of your acquaintances
outside. You cannot save your children the knowledge and disgrace of
your crime. Then, consider what you suffer from it."
"I don't care what I suffer, if I can only get the things for them.
Talking is one thing, and living another. My children shall look as well
as the best of them they go with."
That one idea had been ground into her mind by the force of her
associations--the one idea of dress. It was in those above, around,
below her. She had adopted it unconsciously, irresistibly.
The mother's love and pride were in that woman's heart in all their
strength, and they had been developed by the circumstances around her.
She did not care what she suffered if they could only be supplied with
the good things which she valued because she saw the whole world setting
the high price upon them. Body and soul might be the sacrifice; no
matter, so she obtained them. Into what a strangely perverted channel
had that mother's love run. Was that noblest, best of woman's instincts
to destroy that woman's human life, and ruin her soul? God knows! He
also knows how much of her sin rests upon those who profess to be
following after better things; but have set her the example to make the
obtaining of dress the business of her life; and placed the temptation
in her way to do it dishonestly.
How much of the guilt he who causes his brother to offend ought to bear,
must be decided by the Higher Judgment.
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