Woman—through a man's eyeglassSalaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
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Woman—through a man's eyeglass
Salaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
Single women; Wives -- Anecdotes; Women -- Anecdotes; Women -- Social and moral questions
But, you may ask, what induced a woman like Mrs. Neuralys to marry at
all, leastways this husband who bores her so? Might you not ask the
same question about nine wives out of ten? Does any girl ever know
exactly why she marries? Does she ever know really whether she is in
love till after marriage? Is it not illusion in most cases—the love of
a girl for a man? I do not think Mrs. Neuralys was ever really in love
with Reuben, but she married him out of curiosity. I am betraying no
confidence in saying this, for she herself has stated it frequently and
openly, and I think she is rather proud of it. Certainly, the fact is
characteristic of her, and in this wise.
Aline Aubyn, as she was then, was decidedly of a religious habit,
but it was the mystery of religion that attracted her, while its
shows appealed to her sensuous nature? To her it meant no spiritual
communion, no divine faith, but the sounds of the organ and the choir
and the church-bells caused her unspeakable emotions. She enjoyed the
_sense_ of the church with its stained-glass windows and its mediæval
architecture and the devotional attitude of the congregation. When
therefore her parents took her abroad and she visited many cathedrals,
the vestments of the priests, the scent of the incense, the pretty
acolytes, the mass-music and the general colour and picturesqueness,
quickly converted her to the Church of Rome. The novelty of her
conversion delighted her for a time, and she was assiduous in her
attendances at chapel. But novelties have a way of losing their
freshness, and, as I have said, Aline was not spiritually religious.
Therefore when she met Reuben Neuralys, her interest took another
turn, for he was the first Jew she had ever encountered. She had read
and heard much of the Jews and their wonderful history, of their
persecutions and their ancient rites, and to her the very name of
Jew meant mystery. Reuben therefore appealed to her imagination, and
exercised for the time being an extraordinary fascination over her. His
manners were at all times charming, the bent of his mind distinctly
idealistic, and his nature emotional. Aline’s sensuousness and personal
charms attracted him, though, in his idealistic way, he deceived
himself into thinking the attraction was dominated by her spirituality.
He loved her, and she fancied that being fascinated at the novelty of
being loved by a member of a race she could not dissociate from mystery
and mysticism was being in love. So they became engaged, and probably
never would have married, but the parents on both sides made such
strenuous opposition to the marriage, on the score of difference in
religion, that the situation presented to Aline a romantically dramatic
colour of irresistible and obstinate charm. There was one drawback
however. The Registry office was so ugly, the ceremonial seemed so
bare and common. It was a novelty to Aline certainly; but it was all
unbeautiful, unbridal, and she hated it.
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