Woman—through a man's eyeglassSalaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
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Woman—through a man's eyeglass
Salaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
Single women; Wives -- Anecdotes; Women -- Anecdotes; Women -- Social and moral questions
When it happened to me, for the life of me I could not tell how it
came about, or why I was in love. I only knew there was a kind of
spell in the atmosphere. We were together up the river, the afternoon
tea-basket had done its duty, the rest of our party had scattered
in different directions, and Mrs. Willoweed and I had wandered into
a cornfield, where we discussed Shelley and plucked poppies in the
soft sunny haze of an August afternoon. Whether it was the passionate
suggestiveness of the poppies, or whether it was the influence of
“Epipsychidion,” I know not; but it seemed to me on a sudden that Mrs.
Willoweed was the only being worth living for, and, as our hands were
drawn by some mysterious impulse to the same poppy, I took her hand
instead of the flower and held it. She did not take it away, but let it
rest in mine almost caressingly, while she said, with a bewitchingly
mischievous smile “Isn’t this a little ridiculous?” The incongruity
of the remark and the action completely captured me. What could I do
but justify my impulse with a declaration of love? She listened with a
pretty, feigned surprise, and said exactly the things which experience
no doubt had taught her would drive her victory home. You see she was a
little widow, and was consequently a complete compendium of the art of
love. That is why little widows are so dangerous. They not only know
their own sex, but they know ours too, and knowledge is power.
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Of course I wanted to marry Mrs. Willoweed, because she declared she
would never marry again; and day after day I would exercise all my
persuasive ingenuity in arguing her into a matrimonial frame of mind.
But she was obdurate; a second husband presented no attraction to her.
She had tasted the sweets of wedded life, she knew all about conjugal
bliss, but somehow single blessedness, decked in the latest _môde_ of
widow’s weeds, offered her a more alluring programme than a revival of
the marriage vows. So, although she accepted my devotion along with
the rest, she persisted in saying me nay; but she said it in such a
fascinating manner that I was never tired of listening to it. She would
always veil her “No!” with a delicate gauzy suggestion of “Yes!” She
would keep a distant chance of an affirmative hovering in the air, as
it were, and I consequently never broached the subject without that
sort of sensation which a gambler experiences at a roulette table, or
that which excited the members of the Suicide Club when the president
used to deal the fateful cards; and while she kept me hovering on
the brink of matrimony she would play upon my affections with the
most exquisite science. She would assert her positive incapacity to
be constant, which to a man of sentiment and spirit, as I trust I am,
was of course a positive challenge to prove her otherwise. Constancy
has always been one of woman’s proudest boasts, whether truthfully or
not is a question of individual experience, and therefore for a woman
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