Married people -- Fiction; Suburban life -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
WE SPEAK now of that parent-troubling daughter of Mrs. Dodge’s as she
came to be through weltering experience, most of it hurried and all of
it crowded. For do we not know that there are maidens of twenty-three
who have already lived a lifetime? Such is their own testimony. They
have had a view of all the world can offer, and foresee the rest of
their existence as mere repetition, not stirring to the emotions. Life
henceforth is to be but “drab,” they say, several decades of them having
strongly favoured the word; and this mood, often lasting for days at a
time, usually follows one form or another of amatory anticlimax. Not
infrequently the anticlimax is within the maiden herself; she finds
herself lacking in certain supremities of feeling that appear not only
proper but necessary, if the sentimental passions are to be taken at all
seriously.
“It is all over—I shall never care for any man—I shall never marry—I
shall never feel anything about anything again,” such a one wrote to a
girl confidant abroad, and fully believed what she wrote. “I am tired of
everything,” she continued. “I am all dead within me. I look at things,
but I do not see them. I see nothing—nothing absolutely!”
And yet at that very moment, as she glanced absently out of the window
beside her pretty green-painted desk, her attention became concentrated
upon a young man passing along the suburban boulevard below. He was a
stranger, but a modish and comely one; she could not accurately call him
“nothing,” nor maintain that he was invisible;—her eyes followed him,
in fact, until he had passed out of the range of her window. Then, with
perfect confidence that she set forth the truth, she turned back to her
letter and continued:
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