Married people -- Fiction; Suburban life -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Then she opened the desk, and after a final glance at her closed door,
took from about her neck, beneath the collar of her brown silk blouse, a
tiny key upon a fragile gold chain of links as slim as thin wire. With
the key she unlocked a drawer inside the desk, and as she did this her
expression altered;—the guarded look vanished, and there came in its
place a tenderness, wistful and yet so keen that the colour in her
cheeks heightened and her softened eyes grew lustrous.
She took first from the drawer a little notebook bound in black leather,
and opened it. All the pages were blank except the first one, upon which
she had lately written the opening sentence of a novel that she intended
to offer the world when the work had been secretly completed. She read
the sentence over fondly and yet with some perplexity. It was this:
Gregory Harlford had just fallen out of his airplane at a height
of 7000 feet and as he possessed no parachute he realized that
only a miracle could save him from being dashed to pieces at the
end of his descent.
That was the original form of the sentence, but Cornelia had made an
alteration. She had scratched out “7000” and replaced it with “5000.”
To-day she looked at the latter figure thoughtfully for some time, and,
having drawn a line through it, wrote “1000” above it. Then, for a few
moments, she had an encouraged look and seemed about to begin a second
sentence, but did not do so. Instead, she rested her elbow upon the desk
and her chin upon her hand; and as she continued her study of the
opening of her novel, her air of being encouraged gave way to a renewed
bafflement. It was not that the opening sentence displeased her;—on the
contrary. Yet whenever she wished to add another and get on with the
story, she came to one of those inexplicable blank gaps in the creative
mind, one of those flat stops that so often set even the most willing
novelists to walking the floor or the links.
She was sure that if she could once surmount the difficulty of the
second sentence, the rest would flow easily from her. Gregory Harlford
was to be the hero of her story, and she had in her mind’s eye a
remarkably definite portrait of him, which she wished to include in the
novel; but she felt that under the circumstances a description of his
person and attributes would be out of place in the second sentence.
There was a vague but persistent impediment somewhere;—inspiration
failed to make an appearance, and, after waiting almost fifteen minutes
for it, she sighed, pushed the little book away and turned to the other
contents of the drawer.
There were several queer items: the stub of an almost entirely consumed
lead pencil; an odd bit of broken amber, not quite cylindrical, and half
of an old shoe-lace. There were also a dozen dried violets, a flattened
rosebud, and a packet of small sheets of note paper whereon appeared
cryptic designs—line drawings most curious. These enigmas were what now
occupied Cornelia.
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