"O God, my heavenly Father, I thank Thee that I may come to Thee however
full of sin, and find Thee always ready. And I come to Thee again
to-night, repenting of my sin of omission in Thy sight. For, O God my
Father, I have not prayed for souls as I ought, and one soul who had
little earthly guidance has gone astray from the flock. If Thou hadst
left _me_, O my Saviour, in what a state of misery I should be found
to-night. Yet I have been over-anxious about my own salvation, and
forgotten those who are in temptation. Have mercy upon me, and save
them. Give me, O loving Father, a mouth and wisdom. Help me to point out
to this soul the error of her ways. Help me, more than all, to 'hate the
sin with all my heart, but still the sinner love,' and grant that there
may be joy in the presence of the angels of God over a returning and
repenting soul, for Thy mercy's sake. Amen."
CHAPTER VIII
Next day Anne arose to be at once aware of the heavy task before her. As
she set her house in order she would stop abstractedly and sit down to
think what was best to be done. Then she would work feverishly as if
_that_, at any rate, was a thing that could be accomplished.
It was a wet day, chilly and rueful. There were not even clouds in the
sky to vary the steady grey, and the heaven itself seemed to have
slipped from its height and to be close upon the earth. Trees, grass,
hedges were drenched, and remained motionless with leaves drooping under
an added weight. The ditches were noisy, but beyond the occasional
rattle of a cart there was no other sound than the rain, a sound so
unvaried that it presently became as a silence, and one imagined that
the world had ceased to have a voice. Anne opened the door many times
and looked out to see always the same grey sheet before her. The gutter
on the shippon splashing its overflow on the flags of the yard, the hens
crowding dejectedly within the open door of the henhouse, and the water
lying green between the cobble-stones of the path. Nothing could be done
in the garden. The sodden flowers would not be fit for to-morrow's
market. The pony had cast its shoe and must be shod before next day.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account