The world was blank with silence. Until now, no matter how dark the
night or how still, you had but to listen outdoors to hear the pulse of
nature beat rhythmically, to hear the blood surging and singing through
all her arteries. In that last hour before dawn the pulse had ceased and
the blood stood stagnant. Then some outside presence held the mirror of
the universe down close to the lips of the earth to see if she breathed.
At first it was unclouded.
Then little wraiths of white mist shuddered up from meadowy hollows and
others danced in bog tangle as will-o’-the-wisps might have done two
months ago. These quivered together in soft gray masses that shut out
the meadows and swamps, absorbing them and numbing them into a white
nothingness. It was neither a rising tide nor a growth, but a sort of
absorption. From my hilltop, in spite of the gathering darkness that
seemed to be crowded together by advancing day, I could see the world
gradually slipping back through chaos into the white glimmering
nothingness of the nebular hypothesis.
On such mornings, even after the white light of dawn has filtered
through this gray darkness and made its opaqueness visible, the world
stays chloroformed. The keen frost chill which has endured until the
coming of the fog is merged in the dense damp cold of this which goes
deep. The frost chill just touches the surface and does not penetrate.
It numbs your fingers or tingles your ears maybe, but it gives the blood
a fillip that makes it dance merrily, and you are warm though it is
cold. The fog chill works in your marrow and you are cold inside first.
I think the birds know the night before when one of these marrow-numbing
fogs that wrap all the ghosts of autumn in their folds are coming on,
for they seem to seek closer shelter than usual in the heart of the
evergreens, and even when the cold, gray light of dawn filters through
the opaqueness they still resolutely hold their heads under their wings.
There is no song on a morning like this, no cheery chirping even. They
all know that they will get bronchitis if they try it.
The red squirrels are a little hoarse already; they have been caught by
a little one earlier in the season and they have no mind to add to it.
So they stay snug. They have made their winter nests now, often in the
close, crinkly limbs of a large birch, often in a good-sized cedar that
stands well among other trees, that they may have easy access to the
squirrel highway. Some of them are in hollow trees and others still have
taken a crow’s nest for their foundation and have built a dome over it.
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