Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
The evening passed unpleasantly, for Madeline's mortification and
self-reproach were too deep to be easily forgotten; she had exposed
herself in the presence of so many witnesses, had given way to an
unchristian burst of temper, publicly wounded a cousin whom she
should have tried to benefit, and, she was sure, must have lost the
respect of Roland Bruce.
Roland's quiet dignity of manner had won for him golden opinions, and
Harry had failed again in humbling the man whom he both feared and
hated.
Lavinia was again disappointed; for the company generally had treated
the one with marked distinction, the other with entire forgetfulness
and contempt.
Late in the afternoon of the next day Roland called; Madeline was
ready, but shy, reserved, abashed.
They walked almost in silence until they reached the Battery; then
seating themselves under the shade, Roland addressed the mortified
girl,
"What is the matter, Madeline? you seem so silent; are you displeased
with me?"
"No; not with you, but with myself; I thought that I had learned to
control my impulsive temper, Roland; but I find that I have made no
progress. I own that I was all wrong yesterday, but I have done the
same before; and on the first provocation, I am tempted, and overcome
again."
"Your motive, Madeline, was noble; and, as Miss Austin was not
present to defend herself, it was generous in you to be her champion."
Madeline looked her thanks to Roland, for she saw how he was trying
to reconcile her to herself, and understood the delicacy with which
he approached the subject.
"For myself, Madeline," and he spoke in lower tones, "you were always
the same noble, frank, and generous friend; but you will allow me
also the privilege of a friend; you know I have always laid a gentle
rein upon your neck, Madeline; and you formerly yielded to the
friendly check; may I still do the same?"
"Say all that you think, Roland, fully, freely, as you used to do;
only don't excuse me."
"I wish that you would learn to restrain those open expressions of
your feelings; they make you enemies, and they are not in accordance
with the spirit of the Gospel."
"I know it, Roland; I am so glad that you do not praise me; I should
not respect you if you did; but how am I to become meek and lowly?
I, passionate! proud! wilful Madeline? I want to be humble, I long
to be holy."
Roland took the little hand gently, kindly, as of old, and held it
between his own; bending his eyes upon the ground, he repeated,
"'Come, learn of me, for I am meek and lowly in heart, and you shall
find rest unto your soul.'"
"How, Roland, can I learn of Jesus?"
"Sit at his feet every day, Madeline; study his holy character, pray
for his blessed spirit; you have trusted him with the justification
of the immortal soul; trust him also in the work of sanctification;
he is the author of both; of the former by himself; of the latter by
his spirit."
She bowed her head, and wept.
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