Bildungsromans; Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Love stories; New England -- Fiction
"O, Roland! sometimes I fear that I am not among the justified ones;
if I were, would not the fruits be more manifest?"
"Have you any hope of Heaven apart from Jesus, Madeline?"
"No, Roland, 'Jesus only,'" and this she said with deepest feeling.
"That is faith, Madeline, and it is faith that justifies; this faith
works godly sorrow for sin, earnest longing for holiness, deep
humiliation; do you not experience these?"
Madeline looked up through her tears with such a smile of hope--
"Yes, Roland, ever since yesterday I have been in the dust, repenting
of my sin, and longing, praying for holiness; and then I am so sorry
for Harry Castleton; I wounded him so deeply, I behaved so
shamefully."
Roland, looked upon the weeping girl, almost with the feelings of a
parent towards a child; there certainly was compassionate tenderness
in his face, and lowly reverence in that of Madeline, as he laid his
hand in blessing upon the drooping head.
"I am going to ask Harry's pardon, Roland; I cannot be happy until I
do; and then, by God's help, I will never be unkind to him again; he
is not gifted like some others, and it was mean to reproach him with
it; I know that he has always loved me, and I ought to be grateful;
is it not strange that it makes me so angry, when it is not so with
some others--I wonder why it is, Roland?" and the artless look with
which she uttered these innocent words, caused a smile to pass over
his face, for she was a child in some things yet.
"Is not this pleasant talk? just like 'Auld Lang Syne,' Roland, when
you used to lecture little Mad-cap, and when she used to like the
lectures so much better than other people's praises."
"Yes, it is too pleasant, Madeline; I wonder if you have cherished
the mementoes of those childish days as I have? do you know this
handkerchief, Madeline?" and Roland took out of his pocket a soiled
cambric handkerchief, stained with blood.
She looked at him with great surprise.
"Why, where did you get that dirty handkerchief?"
"Don't you remember the first day that we met upon the shore, that
you wiped my face with your handkerchief? I have kept it ever since,
and would never have it washed; to-day I was looking among some old
relics, and put it in my pocket, intending to place it again among my
treasures."
Madeline blushed as she looked at the handkerchief, and smiling, she
said,
"They were very happy days; what a merry child I was! so spoiled! so
wilful! I wonder if I am any better now."
"You were a very charming child, Madeline, and I never can forget the
little friend of the sea-shore. Here is another relic!" and he held
up a lock of golden hair, which she had given him in those childish
days.
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