World's End: A Story in Three BooksJefferies, Richard
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World's End: A Story in Three Books
Jefferies, Richard
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
The carriage rolled away, and Aymer was alone. He watched it go down
into the valley out of sight. He turned and ascended the Downs, not
daring to look back upon the old, old house. At the summit he could
command an extended view. Far away the white road ran up over a hill,
and he could see a black dot crawling slowly up it. He knew it was the
carriage; he watched it reach the top and disappear over the brow—then
she was gone.
For the first time since love had arisen in his heart he was separated
from her. It was true that it was not total separation. They were bound
together by ties which nothing could sever, and yet—the happy past was
gone, to return no more. He was at liberty to see her at The Towers;
Agnes Lechester had done her best to impress upon him that he could
come whenever he chose, and would be always welcome. But Aymer had the
vaguest ideas of what life with the upper ranks was like; he had a
vague shrinking from entering this house; he felt that he should be
restrained and at a loss. There could never be that free intercourse
between him and Violet that had existed. He felt in his heart that she
would never more return to The Place. The house was to be closed that
evening; would it ever be opened again?
He crushed back his despair as best he could, and went home to his
cold, lonely room at the Wick Farm. Martin grudged him a fire even.
Aymer crushed back his heart, and tried to work. It was very difficult.
When the hand and the body are numbed with physical cold, when the
heart is chilled with grief, it is hard indeed to call the fancy into
play and to amuse others. Was it not Goldsmith who wrote the “Vicar of
Wakefield” to pay the expenses of his parent’s funeral?
Perhaps no greater proof of his wonderful genius could be given than is
presented by that oft-repeated and simple anecdote. Only a transcendant
genius could have forced itself out under such miserable circumstances.
Aymer certainly had talent, perhaps even genius, but he had not yet
found his opportunity—he was not quite certain wherein his ability
really lay. All his efforts were tentative. They failed one and
all—failed just at the moment when what he most wanted was a little
encouragement. He did not spare himself; he worked the whole day,
saving only an hour put aside to walk upon the Downs for health’s sake.
He had still fifteen pounds remaining of the munificent, and anonymous
present he had received. This he husbanded with the utmost care; it was
his capital, his all. With it he formed schemes of reaching London, and
finding employment. He only waited till a work upon which he was now
engaged was finished before he started. Now Violet was gone, there was
no inducement to remain at World’s End; far better to go out and face
hard facts, and conquer them.
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