World's End: A Story in Three BooksJefferies, Richard
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World's End: A Story in Three Books
Jefferies, Richard
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
What Dodd had previously feared now happened—he was struck down with a
slight attack of paralysis, which affected one side. Some persons said
it was a merciful infliction, as it prevented him from witnessing his
wife’s disgrace with his own eyes. They were wrong. His body was bent,
but his mind was torn with contending and frenzied passions. The sense
of outrage—of outrage upon his dignity—was perhaps the strongest. That
after all his labour and self-denial, after long, long years of slowly
building up a property such as his, which rendered him in his own
estimation not one whit inferior to a king; that he should be insulted,
his name dragged in the dirt, his wife a spectacle for all Paris!
Sternhold had the vaguest ideas of stage proprieties and theatrical
morality. He had not a doubt but that Lucia was already an abandoned
woman. There were plenty who urged upon him to commence a suit for
divorce, though in reality it was extremely doubtful whether there were
sufficient grounds for anything beyond a judicial separation.
But Sternhold was filled with one consuming desire—to see her with his
own eyes. Whether it was this passion, or whether it was the natural
strength of his constitution, certain it is that in a marvellously
short time after the attack, he had himself conveyed to Paris, and sat,
a miserable, haggard, broken-down old man, in a box at the theatre the
same night, watching his wife upon the stage. He did this night after
night. A species of fascination seemed to carry him there to sit
silent, brooding over the utter wreck of his great schemes.
After a while he went suddenly back to Stirmingham without a word,
without so much as seeking an interview with Lucia, or issuing any
instructions as to what was to be done. He went back to his old
apartments at Dodd’s Hotel. He shut himself up, refusing to see even
the wretched parasites who had sown the seed of this mischief. It was
an instinctive attempt to return to the old, old habit, the ancient
self-concentration, apart from the world. But it failed. So soon as
ever he began to read his letters, to look into his accounts, every
figure, every transaction reminded him of Lucia and her extravagance;
the follies she had been guilty of, and the no less greater folly he
had himself yielded to in granting her every wish, thereby involving
his affairs in the most hopeless confusion. The attempt failed. He
rushed again from his retreat to seek her. Then he heard that she was
in Vienna performing. He got there, supported by his attendants.
Doubtless the physical fatigue of the journey irritated his nerves; at
all events, there seems no doubt that when he reached Vienna he was for
the time absolutely mad.
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