World's End: A Story in Three BooksJefferies, Richard
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World's End: A Story in Three Books
Jefferies, Richard
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
To tell the honest truth, Aymer was not a little pleased to have the
opportunity of exhibiting his skill before some one who could
appreciate it. He was a natural draughtsman. I do not think he ever,
even in later and more fortunate days, attempted colours; but with
pencil and crayon, or pen and ink, he was inimitable. Once at work with
his pencil, Aymer grew absorbed and forgot everything—even the presence
of the invalid, who watched him with interest. The gables and the roof,
the curious mullioned windows, the chimney-stacks, the coat of arms and
fantastic gargoyles, then the trees and arbours grew upon the paper.
“Ah! that’s my window,” said a low voice.
His pencil slipped and made a thick stroke—he looked round, it was
Violet.
For the first time he looked into her eyes and met her face to face. He
could not draw. His hand would not keep steady; he blamed it to the
heat of the summer sun. Violet declared it was her fault.
Mr Waldron seized the incomplete sketch, and insisted upon Mr Malet
(the title, humble as it was, was pleasant to Aymer’s ears) returning
to finish it next day.
In his confusion Aymer somehow got away, and then remembered that the
sketchbook he had left behind was full of drawings, and amongst them
there were two that brought a flush to his brow as he thought of them.
One was Violet on horseback; the other a profile of her face. He wished
to return and claim his book, and yet he hesitated. A sweet uncertainty
as to what she would think mastered him. He dared not venture back. The
next day passed, and the next—still he did not go—a week, a fortnight.
He could not summon up courage. Then came a note for “A. Malet,
Esq”—that “Esq” subjected him to bitter ridicule from rude old
Martin—from Mr Waldron, inquiring if he had been ill, and begging him
to visit at The Place, according to promise.
There was no escape. He went; and from that hour the intimacy increased
and ripened till not a day passed without some part of it being spent
with the Waldrons. Violet had seen her portrait in the sketchbook, but
she said not a word. She made Aymer draw everything that took her
fancy. Once he was bold enough to ask to sketch her hand. She blushed,
and became all dignity; Aymer cowered. He was not bold enough. How
could he be? With barely a shilling in his pocket, rough corduroy
trousers, an old battered hat, a black coat almost green from long
exposure to sun and rain;—after years of ridicule and jeering how could
he face her?
His heart was full, but his lips dared not speak. His timidity and
over-sensitiveness made him blind to signs and tokens that would have
been instantly apparent to others of harder mould. He never saw the
overtures that the growing love in Violet’s breast compelled her to
offer. He tormented himself day and night with thinking how to compass
and obtain her love, when it was his already.
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