World's End: A Story in Three BooksJefferies, Richard
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World's End: A Story in Three Books
Jefferies, Richard
England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
The one great difficulty was his poverty. Think how he would, he could
discover no method by which it could be remedied. He had no means of
obtaining employment, and employment would imply absence from her. How
could he make her love him? He turned to his faithful friend and
adviser, dear old Will. The tiny volume of poems was carefully scanned,
and he lit upon those verses commencing—
When as thine eye hath chose the dame
And stall’d the deer that thou shouldst strike.
He asked himself if he had done as the lover was advised—
And when thou com’st thy tale to tell
Smooth not thy tongue with filed talk.
Certainly he had not attempted to beguile her with insinuating
flattery—
But plainly say thou lov’st her well,
And set her person forth to sale.
This he had not done. How dare he say he loved her well? He had not the
courage to praise her person.
And to her will frame all thy ways.
This he was willing and ready enough to do. He believed he had done so
already; but read on—
Spare not to spend, and chiefly there
Where thy desert may merit praise
By ringing in thy lady’s ear.
Here he was at a standstill. He could not spend; he could not even
dress as a gentleman. He could not make her rich and beautiful
presents.
The strongest castle, tower, and town
The golden bullet beats it down.
He had no golden bullets—to him the castle was therefore impregnable.
Serve always with assured trust,
And in thy suit be humble, true—
Advice such as this last he could and did follow conscientiously.
Have you not heard it said full oft,
A woman’s nay doth stand for nought?—
Encouraging to those who could press the question, but he had not even
courage to get the first nay. It was the “golden bullet”—the lack of
the power to spend—the miserable poverty which pressed upon him with a
leaden weight. He did his best to follow infallible Will’s advice. He
snared twenty hares and sold them; he had still a small gold
pencil-case left—it had belonged to his mother. He sold that also.
On foot he walked forty miles to Reading, and spent the whole proceeds
in the purchase of a pair of fine jet bracelets, which his instinct
told him would look well upon Violet’s white wrist. When he had got
them, came the difficulty—how could he give them to her? At last he
employed a shepherd lad to leave a parcel for Miss Waldron.
He kept away several days, but love was more powerful than shame. He
went.
With Violet he strolled up the long shady filbert walk, with the
clusters, now ripe, hanging overhead. His heart beat fast, but he said
nothing. On her part she was silent. Suddenly she lifted up her arm and
reached after a cluster of the nuts high up. Her sleeve fell down; the
beautiful arm was bare to the elbow, and there was the bracelet!
Her eyes met his; a lovely colour suffused her cheek. An uncontrollable
impulse seized him. He caught her hand and kissed it. Why linger? No
one can tell how these things come about. Their lips met, and it is
enough.
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