“Month after month we waited,” said the girl with her hand through
the Doctor’s right arm. “All that time the noise of the guns was loud
in our ears. It never ceased, monsieur, until to-day. And we used to
say, ‘To-morrow the English will come!’ until at last some of us lost
heart--not I, no, always I believed in victory!--and said, ‘The English
will never come.’ Now you are here, and our hearts are full of joy. It
is like a dream. The Germans have gone!”
The Doctor patted the girl’s hand, and addressed me across the
tricolour waved by the small Zouave.
“This is the greatest day of my life! And I am perfectly ashamed
of myself. In spite of my beard and my gig-lamps and my anarchical
appearance, these dear people take me for an English officer and a
fighting hero! And I feel like one. If I saw a German now I truly
believe I should cut his throat. Me--a noncombatant and a man of peace!
I’m horrified at my own bloodthirstiness. The worst of it is I’m
enjoying it. I’m a primitive man for a time, and find it stimulating.
To-morrow I shall repent. These people have suffered hell’s torments.
I can’t understand a word the little old lady is telling me, but I’m
sure she’s been through infernal things. And this pretty girl. She’s a
peach, though slightly tuberculous, poor child. My God--how they hate!
There is a stored-up hatred in this town enough to burn up Germany by
mental telepathy. It’s frightening. Hatred and joy, I feel these two
passions like a flame about us. It’s spiritual. It’s transcendental.
It’s the first time I’ve seen a hundred thousand people drunk with joy
and hate. I’m against hate, and yet the sufferings of these people make
me see red so that I want to cut a German throat!”
“You’d stitch it up afterwards, Doctor,” I said.
He blinked at me through his spectacles, and said:
“I hope so. I hope my instinct would be as right as that. The world
will never get forward till we have killed hatred. That’s my religion.”
“Bandits! assassins!” grumbled the old lady. “Dirty people!”
“_Vivent les Anglais!_” shouted the crowd, surging about the little man
with the beard.
The American doctor spoke in English in a large explanatory way.
“I’m American. Don’t you go making any mistake. I’m an Uncle Sam. The
Yankee boys are further south and fighting like hell, poor lads. I
don’t deserve any of this ovation, my dears.”
Then in French, with a strong American accent, he shouted:
“_Vive la France!_ ’Rah!’Rah!’Rah!”
“_Merci, merci, mon Général!_” said an old woman, making a grab at the
little doctor’s Sam Brown belt and kissing him on the beard. The crowd
closed round him and bore him away....
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