The priest’s eyes grew sombre.
“Many women suffered abominable things. I thank God that so many kept
their pride, and their honour. There were, no doubt, some bad men and
women in the city--disloyal, venal, weak, sinful--may God have mercy
on their souls--but I am proud of being a Frenchman when I think of how
great was the courage, how patient was the suffering of the people of
Lille.”
Pierre Nesle had listened to that monologue with a visible and painful
emotion. He became pale and flushed by turns, and when the priest
spoke about the forcible recruitment of the women a sweat broke out
on his forehead, and he wiped it away with a handkerchief. I see his
face now in profile, sharply outlined against some yellowing folios
in a bookcase behind him, a typical Parisian face in its sharpness of
outline and pallid skin, with a little black moustache above a thin,
sensitive mouth. Before I had seen him mostly in gay moods--though I
had wondered sometimes at the sudden silences into which he fell and at
a gloom which gave him a melancholy look when he was not talking, or
singing, or reciting poetry, or railing against French politicians, or
laughing, almost hysterically, at the satires of Charles Fortune--our
“funny man”--when he came to our mess. Now he was suffering as if the
priest’s words had probed a wound--though not the physical wound which
had nearly killed him in Souchez Wood.
He stood up from the wooden chair with its widely-curved arms in which
he had been sitting stiffly, and spoke to the priest.
“It is not amusing, _mon père_, what you tell us, and what we have all
guessed. It is one more chapter of tragedy in the history of our poor
France. Pray God the war will soon be over.”
“With victory!” said the old priest. “With an enemy beaten and bleeding
beneath our feet. The Germans must be punished for all their crimes, or
the justice of God will not be satisfied.”
There was a thrill of passion in the old man’s voice and his nostrils
quivered.
“To all Frenchmen that goes without saying,” said Pierre Nesle. “The
Germans must be punished, and will be, though no vengeance will repay
us for the suffering of our _poilus_--nor for the agony of our women
behind the lines, which perhaps was the greatest of all.”
The Abbé Bourdin put his claw-like old hands on the young man’s
shoulders and drew him closer and kissed his Croix de Guerre.
“You have helped to give victory,” he said. “How many Germans have you
killed? How many, eh?”
He spoke eagerly, chuckling, with a kind of childish eagerness for good
news.
Pierre Nesle drew back a little and a faint touch of colour crept into
his face, and then left it whiter.
“I did not count corpses,” he said. He touched his left side and
laughed awkwardly. “I remember better that they nearly made a corpse of
me.”
There was a moment’s silence, and then my friend spoke in a casual kind
of way.
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