Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In the meantime, Johnnie stared and meditated. In his unhurried,
unstartled manner he was singularly like another man who was flying the
pennant as commander-in-chief of the North Atlantic Squadron. Johnnie
was a refugee; the admiral was an admiral. And yet they were much akin,
these two. Their brother was the Strategy Board--the only capable
political institution of the war. At Key West the naval officers spoke
of their business and were devoted to it and were bound to succeed in
it, but when the flag-ship was in port the only two people who were
independent and sane were the admiral and Johnnie. The rest of us were
lulling the public with drugs.
There was much discussion of the new batteries at Havana. Johnnie was a
typical American. In Europe a typical American is a man with a hard
eye, chin-whiskers and a habit of speaking through his nose. Johnnie
was a young man of great energy, ready to accomplish a colossal thing
for the basic reason that he was ignorant of its magnitude. In fact he
attacked all obstacles in life in a spirit of contempt, seeing them
smaller than they were until he had actually surmounted them--when he
was likely to be immensely pleased with himself. Somewhere in him there
was a sentimental tenderness, but it was like a light seen afar at
night; it came, went, appeared again in a new place, flickered, flared,
went out, left you in a void and angry. And if his sentimental
tenderness was a light, the darkness in which it puzzled you was his
irony of soul. This irony was directed first at himself; then at you;
then at the nation and the flag; then at God. It was a midnight in
which you searched for the little elusive, ashamed spark of tender
sentiment. Sometimes, you thought this was all pretext, the manner and
the way of fear of the wit of others; sometimes you thought he was a
hardened savage; usually you did not think but waited in the cheerful
certainty that in time the little flare of light would appear in the
gloom.
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