Woven with the Ship: A Novel of 1865: Together with certain other veracious tales of various sortsBrady, Cyrus Townsend
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Woven with the Ship: A Novel of 1865: Together with certain other veracious tales of various sorts
Brady, Cyrus Townsend
Short stories, American; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; War stories
Sympathize with whom? I wondered. With George or with her? Ah, I soon
found out. I thought she had gone after the prayers had been said, she
lay on the bed so still and quiet. But she opened her eyes presently
and whispered brokenly in the silence,--
"Tell him--I love him better than--than--any one in the whole
world--will--ever--love him--Sonny--Boy."
After that her eyes remained open until I closed them.
I took the books home, and the evening of the day of the funeral I sat
down to read them. It was late at night, or rather early in the
morning, when I finished them, and then I did something for which my
conscience has troubled me ever since.
I wish that I could tell you all that was in those little worn blank
books. Every word of them had been written by her own hand. She began
with his birth, the first entry being made as soon as she was able to
hold a pen. She chronicled religiously every event that bore even the
remotest relation to the boy. You could see how he grew into her life,
how he became a part of it, and, finally, as the years passed by, all
of it. There was nothing that he did or said which was not noted. His
most trivial actions, his most unimportant words, were all faithfully
set down and commented upon. In those books was the history of the
development of a human being,--nay, the development of a great passion
as well.
As he grew older, and his mother lost successively his father and the
two little girls, it was easy to see how the boy became more and more
to her. The entries were longer and more connected,--more coherent, I
should say. There were whole pages filled with her speculations
concerning him. She set down the ambitions she had cherished for his
work, the hopes born in her heart for his future, her dreams of his
achievements that were to be; she quoted freely from his letters when
he was away at school. She inserted photographs of him in all stages
of development. She wrote out the prayers she made for his welfare.
The entries abounded with expressions of her ever-growing, absorbing
love for him. Yes, and when he had his boyish flirtations and had
evidently written to her about charming girls he had met, the jealousy
of a mother's heart spoke in her comments. It was quite evident to me
as I read on, absorbed in it all, that she would never be able to bear
the idea of any one coming between her and that lad. How she rejoiced
in his successes and love for her! There were troubles,
too,--illnesses, scrapes; but her love never wavered, and things
always seemed to come right in the end.
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