"And after all, Marian," he had said in conclusion, "what does it all
mean? This money for which you wish so much--I find the word studding
every few lines of your letter--this splendour, luxury, comfort--call
it by what name you will--what does it all mean?--who benefits by it?
Not the old gentleman who has passed his life in slaving for the
acquisition of wealth! As I understand from you, his wife is dead, and
his son almost estranged from him. Is this the end of it? If you could
see his inmost heart, is he not pining for the woman who stood by his
side during the conflict, and does he not feel the triumph empty and
hollow without her to share it with him? Would he not sooner have his
son's love and trust and confidence than the conservatory and the
carriages and the splendour on which you dwell so rapturously? If you
could know all, you would learn that the happiest time of his life was
when he was striving in company with her he loved, and that the end
now attained, however grand it may be, however above his original
anticipations, is but poor and vain now she is not there to share it
with him. Oh, Marian, my heart's darling, think of this, and be
assured of its truth! So long as we love each other, so long as the
sincerity of that love gives us confidence in each other, all will be
well, and it will be impossible to shut out hope. It is only when a
shadow crosses that love--a catastrophe which seems impossible, but
which we should pray God to avert--that hope can in the smallest
degree diminish. Marian, my love, my life, think of this as I place it
before you! We are both young, both gifted with health and strength
and powers of endurance. If we fight the battle side by side, if we
are not led away by envy and induced to fix the standard of our
desires too high, we shall, we _must_ succeed in attaining what we
have so often hopefully discussed--the happiness of being all in all
to each other, and leading our lives together, 'for better for worse,
for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, till death do us
part.' I confess I can imagine no greater bliss--can you?"
He had had no answer to this letter, but that had not troubled him
much. He knew that Marian was not fond of correspondence, that in her
last letter she had given a full account of her new life, and that she
could have but little to say; and he was further aware that a certain
feeling of pride would prevent her from too readily indorsing his
comments on her views. That she agreed with those comments, or that
they would commend themselves to her natural sound sense on
reflection, he had no doubt; and he was content to await calmly the
issue of events.
The party assembled were waiting the announcement of dinner in the
library, and when Joyce entered the room Lord Hetherington left the
rug where he had been standing with two other gentlemen, and,
advancing towards his secretary, took his hand and said--
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