been reared by Lady Caroline's hands alone, though they were no longer
feeble, the countess would have flung it down by the force of her
imperious will; but when she found that her daughter had her husband's
opinion and authority to back her, Lady Hetherington executed the
strategic movement of retreat with celerity and discretion, and would
never have been suspected of discomfiture had she not spoken of her
daughter henceforth with suspicious effusion. Then "society" smiled,
and knew all about it, and felt that Mr. Mansergh had been foolish
indeed, but not immoderately, not unpardonably so. Lady Caroline was
very popular and very much admired, and had her only friend's life
been prolonged for a few years, until she had passed the dangerous
period of youth, she might have been as worthy of esteem and affection
as she was calculated to inspire admiration. But Mr. Mansergh died
before his wife was twenty-three years old, and left her with a large
fortune, brilliant beauty, and just sufficient knowledge of the world
to enable her to detect and despise its most salient snares, but with
a mind still but half educated, desultory habits, and a wholly
unoccupied heart. Her grief for her husband's loss, if not poignant
and torturing, was at least sincere, deep, and well founded. When he
died, she had said to herself that she should never again have so
true, so wise, and so constant a friend, and she was right. Life had
many pleasant and some good things in store for Lady Caroline
Mansergh, but such a love as that with which her husband had loved her
was not among them. She acknowledged this always; the impression did
not fade away with the first vehemence of grief--it lasted, and was
destined to deepen. She strayed into a bad "set" before long, and to
her youth and impulsiveness, with her tendency to _ennui_, and her sad
freedom from all ties of attachment, the step from feeling that no one
was _so_ good as her husband had been, to believing that no one else
was good at all, was very easy. And so Lady Caroline acquired a
dangerous and demoralising trick of contempt for her fellows, which
she hid under a mask of light and careless good-nature indeed, and
which was seriously offensive to no one, but which condemned her,
nevertheless, to much interior solitude and dreariness. That she was
not _of_ the world she lived in, was due less to any elevation of
sentiment than to a capricious and disdainful humour, which caused her
to grow bored very readily, and to dismiss her associates from her
thoughts after a brief scrutiny, in which their follies and foibles
came into strong light, and the qualities which would have required
time and patience to find out remained undiscovered.
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