Yes, it was all over for him! Nothing mattered much now! Copy out
anecdotes from the family chronicles, hunt up antiquities and
statistics for those speeches with which Lord Hetherington intended to
astonish the world in the forthcoming session, settle down as
librarian and secretary for as long as this noble family would have
him, and when they kicked him out, live by literary hack work until he
found another noble family ready to receive him in the old capacity
for a hundred and fifty pounds a year. Why not? He smiled grimly to
himself as he thought of the Berlin proposition, and how astonished
old Byrne would be when he wrote to decline it--for he should decline
it at once. He had thought about it so often and so much, he had
allowed his imagination to feast him with such pictures of himself
established there with Marian by his side, that he felt utterly unable
to face the dark blank reality, heartbroken and alone. Besides, what
motive had he for work now? Experience had taught him that he could
always find sufficient press-work in London to keep body and soul
together, and what more did he want! What more did---- Was it all
real, or was he dreaming? Marian! was it all over between him and her?
was she no longer his Marian? was he never to see her, to touch her
hand, to hold her in his arms, to live in the light of those loving
eyes again? He thought of their last conversation and their parting,
he thought of his last letter to her, so full of hope and love; so
tender of the past, so full of the future; and there, to that, was the
reply lying before him announcing her marriage. Her marriage?--her
sale! She had bartered herself away for fine houses, horses,
carriages, dresses; she, daughter of James Ashurst, who had loved her
as the apple of his eye, and would as soon have thought of her
renouncing her religion as of her breaking her plighted word.
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