She would
pass hour after hour in gazing from her window on distant places
where, far removed from the chance of intrusion by the prying
villagers--who, however, were profoundly ignorant of what was going
on--she would have stolen interviews with her lover, listening to his
fond words, and experiencing a kind of pleasure such as she had
hitherto thought nothing but the acquisition of money could create.
Very tranquilly she thought of the bygone time, and looked across the
landscape at the well-known places. She had slipped so easily into her
present position, and settled herself so firmly there, that she could
scarcely believe there had been a time when she had been poor and
dependent, when she had been unable to exercise her every whim and
fancy, and when she had been without an elderly gray-haired gentleman
in constant attendance upon her, and eager to anticipate her very
slightest wish.
One afternoon, about eight months after her mother's death, Marian was
sitting at the window of her boudoir, gazing vacantly at the landscape
before her. She did not see the trees, erst so glorious in their
russet garments, now half-stripped and shivering in the bitter
autumnal wind that came booming over the distant hills, and moaned
wearily over the plain; she did not see the little stream that lately
flashed so merrily in the summer sunlight, but had now become a brown
and swollen foaming torrent, roaring where it had softly sung, and
bursting over its broad banks instead of coyly slipping through its
pebbly shallows; she did not see the birds now skimming over the
surface of the ground, now rising, but with no lofty flight, the
harbingers of coming storm; she did not see the dun clouds banking up
to windward; nor did she note any of the outward characteristics of
the scene. She was dull and bored, and it was a relief when she heard
the handle of the door turned, and, looking round, saw her husband in
the room.
There was nothing of palpable uxoriousness--that most unpleasant of
displayed qualities, especially in elderly people--in the manner in
which Mr. Creswell advanced and, bending over his wife, took her face
in his hands and kissed her cheek; nor in the way in which he sat down
beside her and passed his hands over her shining hair; nor in the
words of tenderness with which he addressed her. All was relieved by a
touch of dignity, by an evidence of earnest sincerity, and the veriest
cynic and scoffer at the domesticity and what Charles Lamb called the
"behaviour of married people," would have found nothing to ridicule in
the undisguised love and admiration of the old man for his young wife,
so quietly were they exhibited.
"What made you fly away in that hurry from the library just now,
darling?" said he. "You just peeped in, and were off again, never
heeding my calling to you to remain."
"I had no notion you were engaged, or that anybody was here!" said
Marian.
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