his neck, and Maude, less demonstrative, but not less affectionate,
had prayed God bless him in a broken voice--she passed Mrs. Creswell
with a grave bow, taking no notice of Marian's extended hand--the old
man could scarcely comprehend what was taking place, but looked across
to his wife, hoping she would relent, and with a few affectionate
words wished the girls a pleasant visit to London, but bid them come
back soon to their home.
But Marian never moved a muscle, standing there, calm and statuesque,
until the door had closed upon them and the carriage had rolled away;
and then the first sound that issued from her lips was a sigh of
relief that, so far, her determination had been fulfilled without much
overt opposition; and without any "scene." Not that she was by any
means satisfied with what she had done; she had accomplished so
much of her purpose as consisted in removing the girls from their
uncle's home, but instead of their being reduced in social position
thereby--which, judging other people, as she always did, by her own
standard, she imagined would be the greatest evil she could inflict
upon them--she found her plans had been attended with an exactly
opposite result. The entrance into society, which she had so long
coveted, and which she had hoped to gain by her husband's election,
not merely now seemed dim and remote, owing to the strong possibility
of Mr. Creswell's failure, but would now be open to Maude and
Gertrude, through the introduction of this Lady Caroline Mansergh, of
whose high standing, even amongst her equals, Marian had heard
frequently from Mr. Gould, her one link with the great world. This
was a bitter blow; but it was even worse to think that this
introduction had been obtained for the girls through the medium of
Walter Joyce--the man she had despised and rejected on account of his
poverty and social insignificance, and who now not merely enjoyed
himself, but had apparently the power of dispensing to others,
benefits for which she sighed in vain. Now, for the first time, she
began to appreciate the estimation in which Walter was held by those
whose esteem was worth having. Hitherto she had only thought that the
talent for "writing" which he had unexpectedly developed had made him
useful to a political party, who, availing themselves of his services
in a time of need, gave him the chance Of establishing himself in
life; but so far as position was concerned, he seemed to have already
had, and already to have availed himself of, that chance; for here was
the sister of an earl, a woman of rank and acknowledged position,
eager to show her delight in doing him service! "And that position,"
said Marian to herself, "I might have shared with him! Marriage with
me would not have sapped his brain or lessened any of those wonderful
qualities which have won him such renown. To such a man a career is
always open, and a career means not merely sufficient wealth, but
distinction and fame. And I rejected him--for what?"
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