See them here on, this calm summer evening, pacing round and round the
lawn, as they used to do, in the old days already ages ago as it
seems, when, James Ashurst, newspaper in hand, would throw occasional
glances at them from the study window. Marian, instead of letting her
fingers lightly touch her companion's wrist, as is her wont, has
passed her arms through his, and her fingers are clasped together
round it, and she looks up in his face, as they come to a standstill
beneath the big outspread branches of the old, oak, with an earnest
tearful gage such as she has seldom, if ever, worn before. There must
be matter of moment between these two just now, for Joyce's face looks
wan and worn; there are deep hollows beneath his large eyes, and he
strives ineffectually to conceal, with an occasional movement of his
hand, the rapid anxious play of the muscles round his mouth. Marian is
the first to speak.
"And so you take Mr. Benthall's decision No final, Walter, and are
determined to go to London?"
"Darling, what else can I do? Here is Mr. Benthall's letter, in which
he tells me that, without the least wish to disturb me--a mere polite
phrase that--he shall bring his own assistant master to Helmingham. He
writes and means kindly, I've no doubt--but here's the fact!"
"Oh yes, I'm sure he's a gentleman, Walter; his letter to mamma proves
that, offering to defer his arrival at the schoolhouse until our own
time. Of course that is impossible, and we go into Mrs. Swainson's
lodgings at once."
"My dearest Marian, my own pet, I hate to think of you in lodgings; I
cannot bear to picture you so!"
"You must make haste to get your position, and take me to share it,
then, Walter!" said the girl, with a half-melancholy smile; "you must
do great things, Walter. Dear papa always said you would, and you must
prove how right he was."
"Dearest, your poor father calculated on my success at college for the
furtherance of my fortune, and now all that chance is over! Whatever I
do now must be----"
"By the aid of your own talent and industry, exactly the same
appliances which you had to rely on if you had gone to the University,
Walter. You don't fear the result? You're not alarmed and desponding
at the turn which affairs have taken? It's impossible you can fail to
attain distinction, and--and money and--and position, Walter--you
must,--don't you feel it?--you must!"
"Yes, dear, I feel it; I hope--I think; perhaps not so strongly, so
enthusiastically as you do. You see,--don't be downcast, Marian, but
it's best to look these things in the face, darling!--all I can try to
get is a tutor's, or an usher's, or a secretary's place, and in any of
these the want of the University stamp is heavily against me. There's
no disguising that, Marian!"
"Oh, indeed; is that so?"
"Yes, child, undoubtedly. The University degree is like the Hall-mark
in silver, and I'm afraid I shall find very few persons willing to
accept me as the genuine article without it."
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