There was not much of importance in appearance to relate about the
occurrences of a day which was destined to be remembered as very
important by all who passed its hours at Woolgreaves. It had the usual
features of a "long day," spasmodic attacks of animation and lapses of
weariness, a great deal of good eating and drinking, much looking at
pictures and parade-books, some real gratification, and not a little
imperfectly disguised fatigue. It differed in one respect, however,
from the usual history of a "long day." There was one person who was
not glad when it came to an end. That person was Mr. Creswell.
Poor Mrs. Ashurst had found her visit to Woolgreaves much more
endurable than she expected. She had indeed found it almost
pleasurable. She had been amused--the time had passed, the young
ladies had been kind to her. She praised them to Marian.
"They are nice creatures," she said; "really tender-hearted and
sincere. Of course, they are not clever like you, my dear; but then
all girls cannot be expected to be _that_."
"They are very fortunate," said Marian, moodily. "Just think of the
safe and happy life they lead. Living like that _is_ living; _we_ only
exist. They have no want for the present; no anxiety for the future.
Everything they see and touch, all the food they eat, everything they
wear means money."
"Yes," said Mrs. Ashurst; "and after all, money is a great thing. Not,
indeed," she added, with tears in her eyes, "that I could care much
for it now, for it could not, if we had it, restore what we have
lost."
"No," said Marian, frowning, "but it could have saved us from losing
it; it could have preserved love and care, home, position, and
happiness to us. True, mother, money is a great thing."
But Marian's mother was not listening to her. Her mind had returned to
its familiar train of thought again.
Something had been said that day about Mrs. Ashurst's paying
Woolgreaves a longer visit, going for a week or two, of course
accompanied by Marian. Mrs. Ashurst had not decidedly accepted or
negatived the proposition. She felt rather nervous about it herself,
and uncertain as to Marian's sentiments, and her daughter had not
aided her by word or look. Nor did Marian recur to the subject when
she found themselves at home again in the evening. But she remembered
it, and discussed it with herself in the night. Would it be well that
her mother should be habituated to the comforts, the luxuries of such
a house, so unattainable to her at home, so desirable in her state of
broken health and spirits? This was the great difficulty which beset
Marian, and she felt she could not decide it then.
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