Wyllard's Weird: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Wyllard's Weird: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Murder -- Fiction; Mystery and detective stories
"But there was another count upon which I confess myself
guilty, Hilda--and it was that old sin which made me hang
back months ago when I longed to tell you of my love. I
have been guilty of a foolish attachment to a married
woman, an attachment which lasted with varying fervour
for over a year, but which had quite worn itself out
before I left India. The flame burnt fiercely enough for
a little while, and then came total extinction. Only it
is not always easy for a man to shake off old fetters;
and it was not till your pure and noble love gave me
courage that I dared to stand up boldly and say, 'That
old false love is dead; let us bury it decently.' And now
the old love is buried, Hilda, and I am all your own. No
one is any the worse for that old sentimental folly. Such
flirtations are going on in India every day. Some end
in guilt and misery, no doubt; but there are more that
finish as mine has finished, like the blowing out of a
candle.
"Can you forgive me, dear one, for having once cared for
another? Remember it was before I knew you. Henceforward
I am yours, and yours only. I claim your dear promise.
I ask you to engage yourself to a man whom Bodmin looks
upon askance as a possible murderer.
"No, love, I will not exact so much. I will only tell you
that I am all your own, and that I adore you. We will
not talk about engagements till your brother comes back
from Paris, convinced of my innocence as to that one
particular charge, and until Bodmin has begun to forget
that it ever suspected me.--Your adoring BOTHWELL."
* * * * *
Having written this letter, Bothwell had nothing to do but to ride
about the hills, thinking of his sweetheart, till he received her
answer.
She wrote with unstinted tenderness, and recoiled in nowise from the
fulfilment of her promise.
"I hold myself engaged to you henceforward, dear Bothwell," she wrote,
"through good or evil fortune, good or evil report. But as I have
promised my brother not to see you while he is away, it might be well
that we did not write to each other again until after his return. I
think you know that I am steadfast, and that you can trust me."
Yes, he was very sure of her steadfastness. Was she not one woman in a
thousand to have pledged herself to him just when any ordinary woman
would have shunned him--would have recoiled from him as from some
savage monster? She had been calm, and steadfast, and unfearing, a
woman who could dare to judge for herself.
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