Wyllard's Weird: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Wyllard's Weird: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Murder -- Fiction; Mystery and detective stories
And now Bothwell Grahame felt that he had crossed the threshold of a
new life. He was no longer a solitary waif, with no one to think of
but himself. He had not only his own future to work out with patience
and courage. He had to think of the young wife, whom it might be his
blessed fate to claim before he was much older. He could no longer
afford to be vague and wavering. The problem of a gentleman-like
maintenance must be worked out by him somehow, and without loss of time.
He walked across the Cornish hills in those balmy afternoons of
September, full of thought and full of care; happy, yes, ineffably
happy in the knowledge of Hilda's love; but care went along with
happiness. He had to provide for his beloved. Long and thoughtful
self-examination brought him to one positive conclusion about himself.
Whatever he was to do in the future, if he were to do it well, must be,
in somewise, the thing that he had done in the past. He was a soldier
to the marrow of his bones, and it was in military work, or military
studies, that he must find his future living.
This was the plan which he worked out for himself during those solitary
rambles on the moor, sometimes with gun and dogs, sometimes with no
companion save his own thoughts. He would fall back upon the studious
habits of his earlier years, work at the science of soldiery as he
had worked then. He would take a house in one of the villages on the
wild coast of North Cornwall--at Trevena perhaps, in King Arthur's
country--some roomy old house with a good garden, and he would take
pupils to cram for the military examinations. He knew that he could
get on with young men. He had always been popular with the subalterns
of his regiment. He would work honestly, conscientiously, devotedly as
ever coach or crammer worked since the art of coaching and cramming
was first invented. It would be a jog-trot humble kind of life, a life
which could never lead to distinction, far from a brilliant future
to offer to such a girl as Hilda Heathcote. Yet he told himself that
it was such a life as would not be altogether distasteful to her. It
was a life in which husband and wife need be but seldom parted, in
which all their amusements and relaxations could be shared. They could
hunt, and shoot, and ride, and boat together on that wild coast. The
conventionalities would cost them very little. Fine clothes, fine
living would not be required of them: and in their rustic seclusion
they would escape the ghastly struggle to maintain showy appearances;
they could afford themselves all the comforts of a homely unpretentious
_ménage_.
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