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But no, again: a voice within seemed to command him to go on, and
claim her, and win her, spite of his own vileness. And in after
years, slowly, and in fear and trembling, he knew it for the voice
of God, who had been leading him to become worthy of her through
that bitter shame of his own unworthiness.
As One higher than them would have it, she took a fancy to read
Homer in the original, and Lancelot could do no less than offer his
services as translator. She would prepare for him portions of the
Odyssey, and every day that he came up to the Priory he used to
comment on it to her; and so for many a week, in the dark wainscoted
library, and in the clipt yew-alleys of the old gardens, and under
the brown autumn trees, they quarried together in that unexhausted
mine, among the records of the rich Titan-youth of man. And step by
step Lancelot opened to her the everlasting significance of the
poem; the unconscious purity which lingers in it, like the last rays
of the Paradise dawn; its sense of the dignity of man as man; the
religious reverence with which it speaks of all human ties, human
strength and beauty--ay, even of merely animal human appetites, as
God-given and Godlike symbols. She could not but listen and admire,
when he introduced her to the sheer paganism of Schiller's Gods of
Greece; for on this subject he was more eloquent than on any. He
had gradually, in fact, as we have seen, dropped all faith in
anything but Nature; the slightest fact about a bone or a weed was
more important to him than all the books of divinity which Argemone
lent him--to be laid by unread.
'What DO you believe in?' she asked him one day, sadly.
'In THIS!' he said, stamping his foot on the ground. 'In the earth
I stand on, and the things I see walking and growing on it. There
may be something beside it--what you call a spiritual world. But if
He who made me intended me to think of spirit first, He would have
let me see it first. But as He has given me material senses, and
put me in a material world, I take it as a fair hint that I am meant
to use those senses first, whatever may come after. I may be
intended to understand the unseen world, but if so, it must be, as I
suspect, by understanding the visible one: and there are enough
wonders there to occupy me for some time to come.'
'But the Bible?' (Argemone had given up long ago wasting words about
the 'Church.')
'My only Bible as yet is Bacon. I know that he is right, whoever is
wrong. If that Hebrew Bible is to be believed by me, it must agree
with what I know already from science.'
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