This was how she had met her tragedy, but at that time she had good hope
of frustrating it. Her husband was rarely out of her sight, and she kept
him at hard manual labour without any attempt at concealing her design.
And they were both happy. He learnt to trust her, and when desire came
heavily upon him he went to her and asked, without shame, for help. That
was their safeguard; but it was removed on the night when Alexander was
born. In a pitiable state of anxiety Rutherford found his way into the
bar and began to drink. His fear fell from him after a glass or two,
and, to encourage its departure, he drank on. The barman, who had been
drawn to Clara's service from the plough, and was himself a father,
tried to persuade him to go away.
"The mistress will be wanting you soon; you'd better be within call."
"You mind your own business, Potts. Potts! Were you always called Potts
or did we change your name to match the bar? Potts! Good name that! I'll
have some whisky, Potts."
"No, now, really I shouldn't." But for themselves, the place was empty
and the good man remonstrated. "Think of the mistress up there, now. You
know she wouldn't like it. 'Potts,' she said, 'look after the master for
me. Now I trust you,' she said."
"Get out of my way, you fool! I'll help myself."
"For God's sake, hush, man! She'll hear you. Just you go out quietly and
sit down in the parlour and cool yourself. Come along, now. We don't
want to have trouble to-night."
"Who's having trouble? All quite happy an' lively. Never felt better;
and if you don't get out of my way and let me have that drink,
I'll--I'll fell you, Potts."
Nothing of this he remembered afterwards, and it seemed to him that he
only began to live when he heard the thud of the man's body as it
dropped to the floor, the tinkle of a broken glass and the gentle
dripping of the liquor that had been in it. He thought it was the blood
of Potts that he had spilt, and then from upstairs he heard the voice of
Clara crying out from the midst of her pain, "Jim, Jim, what are you
doing? Come up here, I want you."
And before he could remember anything but his own distress he had obeyed
her and fallen to his knees beside the bed, telling her that Potts was
lying on the floor, he believed he had killed Potts.
The nurse, who was both blunt and burly, seized him by the shoulders.
"Get out of it this minute," she said, "or you'll be killing someone
else."
"No, let him stay," said Clara faintly. "Go and see what's the matter.
He'll be quiet."
Rutherford saw with amazement and then with the dreadful beginnings of
understanding and remembrance, that there was a new crease in her
forehead and her lips were white and thin.
"Clara--Clara," he began.
But she said: "Hush! Don't talk. Just let me hold your hand."
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