Theresa ignored the implication, but she felt it sorely, and at the same
time she pitied Bessie. Justice forced her to the admission that she had
scanty help, and the sight of her now holding a dripping candle in one
hand, and in the other a shovel into which she heaped the coal with a
felt-shod foot, gave her a blurred impression to which thus early she
could put no name, of physical energy ill-controlled. Bessie, in the
bowels of the earth, struggling ineffectually, wasting time because with
one hand she must hold that tallow candle which gave off such an
offensive smell; grumbling, but toiling doggedly, with all the labour of
the day looming up before her like a great ash-heap which she must
remove unaided--there was little here of the dignity of labour; it was
chaotic, dark, grimy. Theresa felt herself bewildered by the endlessness
and the dirt of it. There was no danger to enliven it, no beauty to make
it noble; the house did not catch fire, though chimneys smoked and food
was burnt. No, there was nothing glorious in Bessie's life. And
Theresa's own was to be so brilliant! Poor Bessie, it was not all her
fault.
Theresa moved from one foot to the other, and said: "Is mother awake?"
"Yes, but she's breakfasting in bed. 'Asn't slept, so she says. 'Eart
bad."
"I wish she didn't have such a bad heart," said Theresa, looking Bessie
fairly in the eyes. The reality of her mother's complaint was not very
present with her, and Bessie had not tried to hide a like incredulity
which may have had its influence with the child, but Theresa was loyal
to her mother. If she wanted to have a weak heart she must be supported
in her desire, against all the sneers of the kitchen, though Bessie was
Theresa's friend.
"So can I, I can tell you. Out of the way, Miss Terry dear." She carried
a large scuttle to the kitchen. Theresa followed.
"I think I'd better go and wake Grace, don't you?"
"She won't get up unless. Such laziness! And you'll have to have your
breakfasts in the kitchen; I can't be carrying them all up and down the
house."
"Oh no! And we like it here. Bessie, is everybody's kitchen as dark as
ours?"
"I should think not. You should see Alice's at Mrs. Bendall's. It's on
the ground floor and as light! But these old-fashioned 'ouses 'ave no
'earts. Pit ponies, that's what they make me think of."
"I suppose you could get a better place if you wanted to, couldn't you?"
"Now you mind your own business, Miss Theresa, and wake Miss Grace. I'll
have your breakfasts ready in five minutes. And don't wake your mother.
P'raps she's gone off again."
Theresa dragged the bedclothes from a plump and smiling Grace, and put
them beyond her reach. "Get up," she said. "This is a nice day. Father's
coming home. If he travelled in the night he'll be here at ten, and if
he didn't he won't be here till tea. I hope he'll come at ten. I think
he will. Oh, do get up. If I were a fairy I'd turn you into that girl
with the fat legs."
"You silly!"
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