You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
All through the day the memory of Jean shook off from her the haunting
thought of the three other dead men. She consulted a map of the Touring
Club of which she had sometimes made use with her husband in their
automobile drives. The spot where Jean had fallen was not far from a
highway over which they had often driven. "Perhaps I saw one day the
very spot where his body is lying to-day...." Then followed endless
despairing reveries. How had she not foreseen the possibility of the
event--of the war, at least? Yet war had often been discussed in her
presence, at the time of the alarms of Agadir, of Casablanca, even of
Tangier, when she was a young girl. Then things were possible, things
which perhaps might happen to-morrow, of which people were talking
to-day, and to which her mind had been hermetically closed? War, war!
She used to know old people who talked about it; yes, because they had
seen it. And they were tiresome. Young people didn't believe in such
things. She tried to excuse herself; then she pronounced herself guilty.
Why had they usually avoided people who talked of serious things? And
why had they considered as clever those who ridiculed everything?
Suddenly she thought of "Monsieur's linen," "Monsieur's wardrobe," of
all those belongings of _his_ which would never again be used, never....
Should she go on leaving them all in their places? Should she do away
with them? Or should she put them all away in a closet, a reliquary?
She was at that point in her reflections when Amelia entered, in tears:
"The son of the concierge, madame!"
"Well, what?"
"He too, madame!"
Then the details; the unlucky fellow had been buried alive in an
upheaval caused by a bomb, and had been dug out only too late. And
Amelia began to talk of her husband, as if it had been he who was buried
alive.
When a few days passed without tidings of more deaths, all the women
grew calm and began to hope. When a man whom they knew was killed, each
one saw in him her husband, her father, her cousin, her son; all the men
were wept for in advance in the person of the one who had fallen. If any
one had said to these women: "But there are thousands falling every day,
thousands!" they would have opened their eyes wide, only partly
terrorized, for they had not yet become accustomed to the new condition
of things. The one who should maintain that the war would not be over in
a few weeks would be considered a bad patriot, or an ill-timed jester.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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