You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
They returned to the ward, and Mme. de Calouas made known to her each
patient by name, with certain indications as to his case; she begged
Odette to wash this or that one, to make the bed of an unfortunate who,
with only one arm, could not do it alone.
"Be careful what you say to them," she whispered in her ear. "Remember
that their estimate of you will depend upon your first words."
Odette observed that the patients gazed at her without once turning away
their eyes. She won their approval by the first words she uttered, and
by the gentleness with which she washed the faces of two or three
helpless men, and she saw their expressions change. Those eyes so full
of agony, which make unpractised fingers tremble, were softened. Her
hands were dexterous, her face attractive. There was one poor fellow
whom she had to wash from head to foot, like a new-born baby, a
difficult task for a beginner. When all was finished and he was wrapped
in clean linen she was about to pass to another bed, when the patient
said: "Wait, madame!" And she saw him painfully turn in his bed, raise
his sheet, awkwardly stretch out a suffering arm in the attempt at any
cost to reach the case that hung at the head of the bed. She held the
linen bag within his reach, and he, hesitating, fumbling, blindly
feeling among a litter of things, a knife, letters, bits of bread,
succeeded in extracting two photographs, those of his wife and his two
little children. He desired to reward the new nurse for her kind
offices, and he did his best by introducing her to his little family.
Deeply touched, Odette praised the wife and the two children, and
thenceforward the poor fellow was her friend.
Mme. de Calouas came to say that the stretcher-bearers were coming to
carry "the thigh" to be dressed. Odette followed "the thigh." The new
nurse was asked to cut the dressing. She broke into a cold perspiration;
she thought the scissors were defective, and her remark provoked a smile
from all the experts around; only the patient looked at her with an
apprehension which seemed to paralyze her.
"You must learn to cut dressings," said Mme. de Calouas. "You will get
used to it; just a knack."
Finally the steel succeeded in biting through the damp compresses. When
they fell apart the wound appeared. It was an open fracture of the leg,
whence exhaled the special sickening smell of osseous pus. The large
wound spread open like a nightmare flower with thick petals, soft and
viscid, covered with a creamy layer of dull old-rose color. They washed
it; the patient gritted his teeth; now and again a cry escaped from the
thin little brown face. When they looked at him he was brave enough to
smile and say, "That's all right."
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