You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
La Villaumer went to his club; his lip curled with an almost wicked
smile at the thought of the ridiculously false news which that evening,
as every other, he was about to hear. Then he reflected that the
charming Odette, whom he had just quitted was very young, and asked
himself whom she might marry.
Odette, still carried away with the life at Surville, sick at heart with
those friends of hers who were doing nothing but dying of _ennui_ and so
demoralizing those around them, found comfort in frequenting such hives
of activity as the Franco-Belgian headquarters and its numerous annexes,
all congregated in the same building on the Champs-Elysées, where it
seemed that all the misery of the world was perpetually going up and
down its staircases, without respite and without end. She would go there
as if in answer to a summons. So many, so many unfortunates who had lost
their dearest possessions, their house, their village church! Meeting
them on the muddy steps, she seemed to see, reflected in their startled
eyes, a bit of countryside, a poplar-bordered road, a bit of garden, a
hillside, fields of beets or of wheat. She had travelled, she knew all
those sights which are the natural companions of the life of men. The
odor of the hamlets came back to her, the warm breath of stables, the
noisome scent of stagnant pools, the sharp smell of the tanneries in the
north, the balsamic fragrance of cedar smoke from the bakeries, the
appetizing aroma of warm bread, so little known in Paris. Then she would
picture to herself the bewilderment of all these folk who had found
refuge in a great, strange city to which they were not born, of these
families who would never, never again see anything but the ruins of
their villages, their countryside made unrecognizable by the absence of
every elm, every bit of woods! She could have embraced them as they
passed her; she longed to give them everything she possessed, things
which, alas! could not replace what they had lost!
She thought to herself: "What have they done? Of what are these people
guilty? Why are these men tortured? Why were they captured and their
poor homes and little fields destroyed, and the sons of their blood, who
alone gave a moral meaning to their lives? Why were not these people
masters of themselves? Why were they the prey of bandits who consider
even their own people as puppets, created to serve their vainglory as
soldiers, and who care less for the existence of thousands of living
creatures than a child for his tin soldiers?" Her heart throbbed, her
soul revolted. She reached the top of the stairs.
To this building she had come without invitation to see an American
woman who was freely and calmly consecrating her fortune, her
intelligence, and her time to the unfortunates of the war. She came to
ask if there was not something that she could do. The American woman
looked at her with a smile.
"You have something better to do for your country."
"What?" asked Odette.
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