You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The second was a man about fifty years of age, well known about town, a
member of the Jockey Club, enjoying, as the novels say, an immense
fortune and unquestionably holding a very prominent position in society.
He was the organizer of most of the war charities in which Odette's help
had been sought. He loaned for them his buildings and what remained to
him of his staff of servants, gave to them his time and his purse.
Odette had touched him with one of those lightning strokes which reach
only men of that age, and after her refusal he fell violently ill,
remained depressed, downcast, aged, incapable of managing his business,
obliged to retire to one of his country-places, where he became
oblivious of everything, even of the war and its evils, of which up to
this time he had thought only to seek a remedy, thinking now only of the
cruel Odette.
She was as indifferent to this adventure as to the other,
notwithstanding the friendly remonstrances that poured in upon her. The
latter offer had been made to her through Mme. de Blauve, and this
friend, while bowing to the sentiment of fidelity which bound Odette to
a beloved memory, took courage to point out to her that in the midst of
her married happiness she had failed to found a family. Odette, with all
her intelligence, her sincere devotion, did not understand. She had
loved one man; she continued to love his memory. No other idea, with
whatever importance it might be clothed, commanded her respect; she
understood only her own heart, which simply clung like an ivy to the
tree, however dried up it might be, and to which no power could prevent
her clinging.
All Odette's friends shared Mme. de Blauve's opinion, however unlike
they might be to this noble woman--ail of them, even to Clotilde.
Yes, even Clotilde blamed her for not having at least accepted the young
commandant. Odette was amazed at this, the result being that these two
loving women fell out.
La Villaumer, to whom Odette confided this trouble, said to her:
"If your friend Clotilde were to be so unfortunate as to lose her
husband, whom she adores, the chances are sixty to a hundred that after
a certain time she would love another as much or almost as much as him,
while you judge such a transferrence of love inadmissible."
"But, after all, one loves or one does not love; that is perfectly
simple!"
"No, indeed, it is not so simple as that. One loves and one can love as
Clotilde does, or as you do, yourself. We do not easily distinguish
differences so long as lovers, being united, are happy."
"You frighten me. Are there then loves that are not love? Is not
sentiment the finest thing in love? And can there be a fine sentiment
that is not lasting?"
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