You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"In the first place, my dear friend, permit me to believe that you do
not profess your sentiment because it is fine, nor does it last with you
because you find it beautiful. You find your sentiment beautiful because
it is yours. You look upon it as lasting indefinitely because your eyes
are incapable of looking as far as its end; that is all. In your case
there is no constraint, no submission to any law, aesthetic or moral.
You feel that way. Your friend Clotilde loves in her way, and she finds
it beautiful, believe me."
"All the same! All the same, there is an almost general consent to
consider that love superior which is adorned with sentiment, and does
not consent to be short-lived."
"Yes; and this is in conformity with the morality which has ruled us
thus far. This morality is all delicacy. But, reduced to this degree of
purity, will it suffice to keep alive a struggle as ardent as the one
which we are now witnessing, for the possession of a part of the outside
of the world, or even for the supremacy of certain ideas? It must
concede provisionally a preponderance to material, mortal life, since it
is evident that the morality of the just will triumph only on condition
that it has force on its side. Do you follow me, my poor friend? All
this is very dry. But this is my way of telling you that these
crystalline sentiments, that are an 'ornament' in ordinary times, become
a luxury in our age of iron and fire. Luxury is no longer permissible.
The time has come when all refinements must give way to a very stern
reality. As you have been very well told: 'We are not our own.' General
consent? It should be given to the best good of the cause which unites
us all, and carries us all away with itself. Forgive me, my very dear
friend. I am going to commit a rudeness which gives me pain--and you
know that only the extremity of an unheard-of calamity could bring me to
that--yes, your sentiment, with its persistence, is beautiful in itself,
most beautiful; but we are no longer at leisure to look at things 'in
themselves.' Well, if your friend Clotilde had lost her husband in your
place and at the same time, and if she were to-day the wife of another
who had made her a mother, for example, we ought really to hold her case
in higher esteem than yours!"
A sob choked Odette. They were walking along the Champs-Elysées. She
sought for a chair and sank upon it.
"I am not vexed with you," she said as soon as she could speak;
"something in my inmost being understands you-- It has already been said
to me-- But it is hard!"
"The time is exceptional."
XXIX
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