You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
What analogy could there be between the marriage of the little de Blauve
girl, an ignorant child, with one of the most horribly mutilated of
soldiers, and an imaginary marriage between her, Odette, who was going
on to her thirtieth year, with a blinded man who was not disfigured?
Young girls, women, were marrying blinded men every day; many more of
them would do so, one must hope! The case might indeed be peculiarly
delicate for her, a widow still in love with her husband, and who was
peculiarly sensitive to blindness; but if the case ever occurred it was
she alone who had the right to judge of it. No one knew either the
lasting nature of her grief or her personal repugnances; the matter in
no slightest degree deserved attention.
In fact, at the point that Odette had reached, she could imagine no
limit to devotion. In the marriages now in question, there was no
mention of anything that had formerly been called happiness; the only
thought was of kindliness toward most deserving beings who were
suffering under the greatest of misfortunes, and the greater their
misfortune, the greater, it appeared, ought to be the pleasure of
alleviating it. She did not approve of Mme. de Blauve, if it was she who
had urged her daughter to a marriage of charity, but she could perfectly
understand the daughter's having made such a marriage. If a temporary
check now and then occurred, it was due to a pathological condition
which would eventually cease. She recalled to mind one of her friends, a
perfectly well-balanced girl, married to a very fine man whom she
adored, who had taken a dislike to her husband during the whole period
of her pregnancy, without in the least knowing why.
A few days later Odette received a letter from Mme. de Calouas, still in
Surville, alluding to the prospect of her marriage to a blinded officer.
So the utterly unfounded rumor had made its way to the depths of
Normandy! And Mme. de Calouas, who was wisdom itself, and utterly
removed from any suggestion that might have acted upon Mme. de Blauve,
wrote to her as Mme. de Blauve had spoken: "Yes, dear friend, marry; I
have never concealed from you that it is almost your duty. But beware of
an excess of zeal! Take care not to undertake more than a woman of your
temperament, brought up as you have been, attached to a beloved memory
as you still are, will be able to endure. Remember that many of us can
be heroic for a few seconds, a few hours, a few days, but that is very
different from a whole lifetime."
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